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wolfgirlcoven · 22 hours ago
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Technically Theriomythic, but I prefer the term Were. When it comes to my Werewolf, Kitsune/Multi-Tailed Fox (or maybe a multitailed Enfield?), and Ambigous Big Cat types,
My Primary theriotypes are Werewolf, Kitsune (or some kind of multi-tailed fox or Enfield, which to be fair is basically a fox with wings) and Winged-Lion I think. Still figuring out the feline self, and I'm pretty sure both types are winged for me.
Im pretty much in a constant state of phantom shift at any given moment in time. Lately it's been wings, tail, and fangs. I do get the occassional horns and ears, but good gods THE WINGS ARE EVERPRESENT.
My alterhumanity is inherent to who I am as a person. If i were not a Were, I would not be me. Simple as that.
I don't really involve myself with the community as much as I wish I did tbh. Mostly due to some shitty experiences and toxicity within it.. I have a lot I could say about the community BUT i wont spill it here. Though a lot of it boils down to the definitions of words getting muddied, alterhumanity treated as a trend rather than something integral to oneself, and general toxicity.
Honestly my Phantom shifts are what make me the most comfortable and euphoric in my alterhumanity. The fact they're there is a reminder of what I am, what I TRULY am.
Honestly yes, I do experience species dysphoria. So much so that I do genuinely have to fight the urge to fall back into the P-Shifting community, as I started out as a P-Shifter back in 2012-2015. Obviously P-Shifting cannot be done, but the urge to try again JUST IN CASE is strong.
Please please PLEASE Do Not get involved with P-Shifting groups or anything adjacent, such as Supernaturals or Mythicals. I know because I WAS ONE. I was a proud Mythical back from 2013-2015. The sheer amount of damage it did to my very impressionable formative teenager brain was horrendous, and it lead to some really messed up shit happening.
I have gear! Though my collection has shrank over the years unfortunately due to going through multiple moves. I need to rebuild my collection.
Im honestly unsure as to the cause of my wereness, but I do theorize it could be one of, or a blend of, the following: A) I was meant to incarnate into a timeline where things like p-shifting and mythicals exist and as such was meant to be a winged werewolf. B) Generally having an animalistic soulform or something along those lines. The main thing I know about my Therianthropy is that it's spiritual in nature, HOWEVER my brain operates in a way that is more animal than human, with my neurodiversity strengthening it.
Not tagging anyone but if u see this and are alterhuman itd be cool to see ur answers
If you are a alterhuman, reblog and answer these questions!
(don't be afraid to write a lot, do what you want ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯)
1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?
2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)
3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?
4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?
5/ What do you think of the community?
6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?
7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?
8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?
9/ Do you have/want to have gears?
10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)
11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ㅤᵕ̈
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hershelwidget · 1 year ago
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After ALL this time... I finally have it!
Please may I welcome you to the OFFICIAL full design for Polly/Jarvis!
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This is the most fun I've had doing a digital piece since making Lars! You have no idea how happy I am with this!!!
Some closeups of my favourite parts, there's so many 'cause they're all SO GOOD
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They're definitely the most elaborate Spirit design, and for the Octopod itself that's very very fitting!
I might make a simplified version that mostly affects the coral/whisp because that would be the most difficult part to recreate exactly...
I can't stop looking at him. This is the absolute best I'm ever gonna draw this incredible entity :)
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beloveds-embrace · 12 days ago
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(Something soft and sweet for john to make up for the pain yesterday’s simon drabble caused lol)
You are a single mom taking your child out for her first halloween. It’s been a rough couple of… years, honestly, and leaving your horrible ex behind wasn’t easy and taking care of a child all alone was one of the hardest thing you’ve ever done but you did it and by god, you will make this a wonderful first halloween for her.
Except, the halloween spirit of your neighborhood is practically dead. Most don’t even open their doors, others have no candy put out and no lights on.
This will be the last house, you tell yourself, sad and dejected but doing your best to remain optimistic for your kid. This house is right beside yours, but from what you’ve heard the man who lives in it works in the military and is rarely home but tonight, he even has some… gnomes put out? Ugly ones; why are they in military outfits, one has a mohawk, another a skull mask, and the other with a cap?
None of my business, you decide. You just hope he’ll have something to give to your kid once you knock on the door and wait, swinging your child’s hand to get some happy giggles from her.
When the door opens and you meet the most handsome bear of a man you’ve ever seen, eyes crinkling when he smiles at your kid and calls her a tiny, adorable cub and holds out a bowl of candy for her to take, you take a moment to thank the halloween god for this miracle.
Before reality crashes back in as your child eagerly dives into the bowl, picking her favorite treat. The man glances up at you, his smile softening but not fading.
“Happy Halloween,” he says warmly, his voice deep and calm, sending a pleasant shiver up your spine. There’s something disarmingly kind about him, something steady, and it catches you off guard.
“Thank you,” you manage, feeling oddly bashful under his gaze. “You really saved the night. Not many houses are…participating this year.” You gesture vaguely down the empty street, hoping you don’t sound as defeated as you feel.
His brow furrows slightly as he looks out into the neighborhood, then back to you and your child, who is now carefully showing him her candy haul with a proud grin. “That’s a shame,” he murmurs, crouching down to their level. “Halloween’s meant to be special for little ones, isn’t it? I’m John Price, by the way. Apologies for not introducing myself earlier.”
Your heart tugs as you watch him interact with your child, his big hands surprisingly gentle as he adjusts her slightly crooked bear hat, smoothing the adorable little ears. “You’re quite the brave trick-or-treater, aren’t you?” he teases, and your daughter beams, nodding enthusiastically.
You laugh quietly, the tension of the evening starting to melt away. “It’s her first Halloween,” you explain. “I was hoping it’d be a bit more… lively.”
John stands back up, thoughtful. “First halloween, eh? Can’t have it ending like this.” He steps back into his house briefly, calling over his shoulder. “Wait here a tick.”
When he returns, he’s holding a small pumpkin-shaped lantern, a box of sparklers, and what looks like a half-eaten bag of mini chocolates. “Tell you what,” he says, crouching again to your child’s level though he’s speaking mostly to you. “Why don’t we make this Halloween a bit more fun? Got some sparklers here, if your mum’s alright with it.”
You blink, stunned by the unexpected kindness, but your child is already bouncing on her toes, looking up at you with wide, hopeful eyes.
“I… I think that’d be wonderful,” you say softly, feeling an unfamiliar warmth bloom in your chest. Freely given kindess has become almost unfamiliar to you. “If- if we are not bothering you, of course.”
And so, in the quiet and under a sky full of stars, you watch as John lights sparklers for your child, his gravelly laughter blending with her delighted squeals. The sight makes your heart ache in the best way, though you ignore it; it’s silly to get so… attached this fast. Silly and stupid and dangerous.
When the sparklers are spent and your daughter is yawning, John hands her the little pumpkin lantern. “Something to remember your first Halloween by, cub.” He says, his smile kind and genuine.
You thank him again, your voice quiet but heartfelt, and he nods, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer than necessary, warm. “If you ever need anything,” he says. “I’m right next door.”
When you decide to bake him a sweet dessert the next day, it certainly has nothing do with the butferflies that flutter in your stomach. It’s moreso because your daughter wants to visit him again and you don’t have the heart to refuse her.
John’s smile when he sees you two at his doorsteps again is still very much welcomed. As is the hand he puts on your lower back, warm and steady.
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ariasakka · 3 months ago
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Two is better than one
All Might and Endeavor 18+ MDNI
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Size difference, daddy kink, age difference, smut, threesome, nsfw, female reader
All Might in big form the whole story.
8k words
Genuinely don’t know how I made this so long. Guess I really love my beefy dilfs.
Not a writer please don’t expect this to be perfect or the most grammatically correct!
This is fiction and should be treated as such. If any of the topics in this make you uncomfortable at any time please don’t continue to read this. <3
✰⋆。:゚・*☽:゚・⋆。✰⋆。:゚・*☽:゚・⋆。✰⋆。:゚・*☽✰⋆。:゚*☽
You work with Hawks. You and Hawks are the same age so you’ve grown to be quite close. Best friends. Because Hawks see’s Endeavor and the other hero’s often you naturally run into Endeavor and All Might quite regularly. Endeavor has taken a liking to you the second Hawks first introduced you to him. He’s not good at expressing emotions and feared pissing off Hawks by hitting on his friend so he kept his feelings to himself. That was until All Might also started taking a liking to you. He could see how All Might eyed at your perky breasts and tight ass in your skin tight costume like a filthy teenage boy. Endeavor was judging as if he was any better. Unlike Endeavor, All Might was quite charming. He flirted with you casually to test the waters on how you felt about him. Not really caring about the age difference because he’s quite confident in his bigger form. Plus after all he’s All Might what’s not to love? He even went as far as to ask Hawks about your interests and to see if you thought he was attractive non platonically. To All Mights satisfaction your feelings were mutual. He had quickly won you over with his charms and compliments. All Might had been planning on asking you out for dinner having a nice home cooked meal. Hawks casually told Endeavor not thinking anything of it. The second Endeavor heard the words come out of Hawks mouth he was furious. His flames blared hotter and bigger than usual. Growling to himself in displeasure. He asked Hawks in a demanding tone how to win over a younger woman. Hawks not wanting to start trouble with his grumpy friend told him to just tell you that you were beautiful and smelled nice. He also said “some women like the grumpy rich type. Swoon her with your money I don’t know.”
Endeavor quickly dropped everything he was doing to go 7 floors down to your office. He quickly stops at the vending machine to get you your favorite coffee told to him by Hawks before going to you. When he arrived he knocked on your door with clammy hands. Damnit why was he feeling nervous. He hated it but he knew he wasn’t going to loose you to All Might. No more being second place to that asshole.
You speak muffled from behind the door. “Come in!” God even your voice is beautiful. So sexy Endeavor thinks to himself.
Endeavor slowly opens your office door and sits down on the chair infront of you. He places the coffee down infront of you.
Endeavor
“Here, I bet you need this you’ve been working a bit. You’ve always been one of the best workers here.”
You
“Oh thank you. This is my favorite coffee! You shouldn’t have Mister Endeavor. I was just about to get some myself. What did you need sir?”
Endeavor grins to himself feeling proud of himself for getting you the coffee. His cock was twitching slightly at how you called him “Mister Endeavor” you were always so formal and polite it drove him wild. It was one of the reasons you were one of the only people he greeted every morning. Hearing your voice every morning was his guilty pleasure. He was fuming that it took having All Might want you for him to build up the courage to ask you out.
Endeavor
“If you have time this afternoon I’d like to take you out on a date. You wouldn’t have to worry about anything I can pick out a dress for you. Even shoes. I just need to know your size. I can make reservations at a restaurant aswell.”
You nearly choke on your coffee. You’d always found Endeavor to be far too sexy but never thought he’d like you too.
Endeavor moves the chair closer to you when he sees you choke slightly at your coffee. He pulls the coffee from your hand setting it down on the table. He wipes a droplet of coffee running down your chin with his thumb.
Endeavor
“God you’re so beautiful. I apologize I should’ve asked you sooner but your beauty is intimidating.”
God how could you say know when he just said that. You look up at him face flushed from his touch.
You
“Intimidating? You flatter me. I’d be more than happy to go on a date with you sir.”
Endeavor bites his lip at the mention “sir” you’re so formal he likes a young woman with class. He doesn’t want you to just look at him as a hero or as Hawks older friend though so he insists that you just call him Enji.
Endeavor
“Just call me Enji please. 7pm tonight work? Sushi?”
You
“Yes Enji that’s perfect. My dress size is a 4. Shoe size is 6.”
Endeavor
“Good. I’ll bring you the dress at 5. You can shower in the office showers at the top floor if you want. Just tell them I sent you.”
You
“Thank you Enji, I think I will shower before actually. It’ll make me feel more awake.”
He was hoping that you’d say that. He takes it as a sign you actually like him if you’re willing to spruce up before your date with him. Also the thought of you showering in the same area he does in the mornings when he’s worked too late and had to sleep over at the office turns him on immensely.
As Endeavor gets up to leave you can’t help but blush while he’s not looking. His boldness made you completely forget about the crush you also had on All Might.
Right as Endeavor exists your office he sees All Might walking towards your office in the hallway. He chuckles in his face knowing you accepted him first. He turns to All Might blocking him from entering your office door.
Endeavor
“Too late number one she accepted a date from me first.”
All Might smirks before speaking
“Hah! She’s a young girl. Do you really think she’d want to be tied down by a big grumpy man like you? Especially with all your “family drama”. I’m not a jealous man unlike you. She could have both of us if she pleased I wouldn’t mind.”
Endeavor growls knowing he’s probably right
“Ask her whatever you want after our date tonight damnit!”
All Might scowls and agrees. He doesn’t want to overwhelm you. He thinks you can do better than Endeavor but since Endeavor is trying to be a better person he doesn’t see you being in any danger if you choose Enji over him. All Might lays his head back on the wall near by your office to collect himself after Enji walks away. Toshinori has never been with a younger woman before. He loves how youthful and free he feels when he’s around you. It reminds him of better times. He puts his pointer finger and thumb to the bridge of his nose and ponders to himself how he can win you over. If not winning you over how can he convince you to date both of them at the same time? He wants to at least have you in some way if not all to himself. Would you really be up to that? You’d be spoiled twice as much by the two richest hero’s in Japan, what’s not to want?
As All Might still remains in place with his head leaning against the wall mind flooded with thoughts you walk out your door. You’re about to go give some papers to a coworker when you see him there.
All Might
“Hey pretty lady didn’t see you there. Sorry have a migraine.”
The only excuse he can think of for the sour look on his face
You
“What brings you here handsome?”
Woops you’re so used to having a flirty relationship with him you didn’t think twice before responding like that.
All Might can feel his heart thumping faster. Did she really just flirt with me after being asked out by Endeavor? Hm maybe she really will be fine with the both of us he thinks.
All Might
“Just had some hero work to go over with Endeavor nothing serious. I missed your pretty smile.”
You blush not knowing how to respond. Your relationship has always been flirty but you’d just been asked out by Endeavor. You know he can get fisty if he doesn’t get his way. You are not wanting to find out how he is if you flirt any more with his rival. You give him a simple “that’s sweet of you” before walking away to continue your work.
That night you go on your date with Endeavor. He picked out a black silk dress with matching black designer heels for you to wear. Your favorite color, you’re guessing Hawks told him, that brat. Bring best friends with the both of you makes you nervous what else could Enji get out of him if he wanted.
He had a personal driver take you both to the destination. Booked a private booth at a sushi restaurant with a candle lit on the table hand picked by yours truly. He could be quite romantic outside of work you were pleasantly surprised. The date went well he was much more talkative and charming than you would have expected. Not like you’re complaining though. You liked this side of him.
When the evening was over Enji dropped you back off at your apartment like a gentlemen. He gave you a kiss on the cheek goodnight. You grabbed his tie hungry for more placing a kiss on his lips. Enji growls softly in pleasure from your kiss. He’s lifting you lip gently by your waist to hold your face at his more comfortably. It takes everything in him not to take you right then and there but he holds back knowing he wants you for more than just sex. Not wanting to give you the wrong idea on the first date. If it wernt for his driver waiting for him he probably wouldn’t have been able to hold himself back despite how he knows he should behave.
Later that night All Might can’t hold himself back and ends up texting you, asking you how you feel about him. You’re reluctant to answer tip toeing around the subject. Toshinori confesses that he wanted a relationship with you and not just a flirty friendship. Figuring if he confesses first you’ll be less hesitant to tell him your true feelings.
His text:
Y/N I’ve had feelings for you for quite some time. You’re so funny, stunning, smart, and witty you make me feel like I’m young again. I was too busy with hero work for most of my life to worry about a relationship I wasn’t expecting to fall for someone this late in life but here I am falling like a fool. Head over heels for a girl over half my age and way out of my league. I want to be more than a friend who flirt with you. I’m sorry for telling you this now I just couldn’t hold it in any longer.
- Toshi🩷
Your text:
Toshinori, I’m so sorry. To be completely honest I feel the same way. I like you too. You’re very funny, charming, sweet and I love the way talking to you is so easy. I want the same thing too but I’m afraid I can’t give you what you want. Endeavor…well..Enji and I went out on a date tonight. So I’m not available anymore. I’m sorry. I would still love to be your friend. ❤️🤍🩵
His text
I would never stop being your friend y/n.
The rest of that week you and Enji start talking more at the office. Having lunch together with Hawks and him in his Endeavors office. Even going as far as to fall on asleep on call everynight with Enji aswell. You both secretly masterbating to eachothers voices from time to time on the calls. You were both surprised at how attached you were getting to one another.
That was until that weekend when All Might decided to tell Endeavor about the texting conversation the two of you had. Toshinori cornered him at his house so Enji would have no other choice than to have a conversation with him. Toshinori knocks at Enji’s door. As soon as Enji opens the door he pushes his way inside Enji’s house without invitation.
Endeavor
“Toshinori! What the hell?!”
All Might
“We need to talk. About y/n. Now.”
Enji huffs and doesn’t say a word.
All Might
“Did your date go well..”
Endeavor
“It went perfectly actually. Don’t waste my time tell me what you want.”
All Might
“After your date I might have confessed my feelings to y/n. I know- I know, I’m sorry! To be fair you did ask me to wait until after the date. I did just that. I know you’re going to be mad but she does feel the same way towards me En-“
Endeavor
“What the hell did she say”
All Might takes out his phone to show him the conversation. Enji was squeezing at the phone so hard he would’ve broken it if it wasn’t a special made hero grade smart phone.
Endeavor scoffs
“At least she’s loyal to me. You always win over everyone it pisses me off.”
All Might
“..back to the..”she can date both of at the same time” conversation. She never said she didn’t dislike me. Do you really want to deny a young woman like her fun and experience?”
Endeavor
“I-…I suppose. I wouldn’t want to make her feel held back with me. I know I can be intense.”
All Might
“Ah haha, and I’m light hearted. I think we could balance each other out with her very nicely don’t you?”
Endeavor
“..only..*only* if she wants this. Not just because you or I think it’ll be better for her.”
All Might chuckles
Endeavor
“Fuck, wait. I can’t let you fuck her. I won’t have it.”
All Might
“Why not do it together then? Not like we haven’t had threesomes together before.”
Endeavor
“We haven’t both cared about the girl before…”
All Might
“Don’t you think it’ll be a good compromise? Don’t be so strict Endeavor.”
It’ll give them peace of mind. Plus they wouldn’t mind dominating a pretty little thing like you.
Endeavor
“…I suppose I do like the idea of dominating her in that way. You can’t try to please her more than me it has to be equal.”
All Might
“You’d be the one starting the competitions. I just want her to be pleased I simply do not care if it’s you who pleasures her more as long as I get to be there watching her eyes roll back as you do.”
Endeavor
“Fine.”
Endeavor and Toshinori both decide to send you a group text
Text reads:
Think about the both of us. We know you like both of us romantically. Think of who you like the most. Or do you like both of us the same? We know you’re young. Neither one of us want to hold you back in forcing you to be with just one of us. If you want. You can date both of us separately at the same time. If you don’t want that. We understand. We just want you to choose whatever will make you happiest. Let’s all three talk on Monday okay. <3
Your anxiety spikes as you read the text. Assuming Endeavor found out about the text between you and Toshi. You figure they are bluffing that this a test this is them making you choose. You try your best to think of the two of them. You did in fact like them both.
You loved Endeavors mysterious, hard dominate edge to him. You went wild over his deep voice. You could tell he was possessive and protective. Though most others wouldn’t think so you felt safe around him. Knowing a few things Hawks has told you about him you trusted Endeavor to never hurt you and protect you from harm. He wasn’t a man of many words but oh god when he spoke it made you wet everytime. You knew he was a man who liked to be in charge. Just the idea of how he might take charge in the bedroom made you dizzy.
All Might on the other hand was charming and talkative. A big man who was quite soft. You loved the way he made you feel safe in his presence. His deep laugh sent shivers down your spine. He always laughed even if your jokes weren’t funny he was so kind to you.
Both had different qualities but both you liked equally. They were right you were young after all. What’s the harm in seeing both of them. It’s not like you’d be seeing a whole football team. Just the two of them. You’d be loyal to the two hero’s as long as they’d have you.
Monday comes and you rush to Endeavors office to talk to him about their text. You find All Might already there as well expecting you.
You
“Enji, um were you drunk when you sent that text?”
Endeavor
“No sweetheart neither one of us were drunk.”
All Might
“Did you think about the text sweet girl?”
You
“…I’m sorry what if..what if I want both of you equally?”
Endeavor
“It’s fine sweetheart, we said we’re alright sharing.”
All Might
“You can either date both of us at the same time or you can choose which one of us you prefer. There’s no rush. We can be patient right Enji?”
You chuckle thinking they’re playing a big prank on you that you don’t understand
Endeavor
“I mean it”
All Might
“Mmhmm
You
“You’re not bluffing? I thought you were bluffing.”
Endeavor
“No baby girl. It just means you get to be doubly spoiled it’s alright. To be honest we both want you too bad to not share.”
You
“I-I’m fine with dating both of you at the same time then. I mean it though. You’re both equally perfect in my head. I couldn’t choose. I tried.”
Endeavor
“The only thing we ask sweetheart is that when we’re ready to be intimate it has to be with all three of us.”
All Might
“Otherwise one of us will feel left out. We want to make sure we both pleasure you equally as good. We’ll be gentle. We promise. Right?”
Endeavor
“Promise.”
Not expecting them to ask such a thing but in all honesty you’ve always had a fantasy of being dominated by two older men you’d be lying if you said you hadn’t thought about both of them taking you at the same time before.
You
“Alright, I see. That’s fine by me.”
Both a little surprised expecting at least some pushback from you.
Endeavor
“Don’t worry though take your time. We’re in no rush for you to be ready to be intimate with us yet. We know you probably aren’t ready.”
All Might
“Yeah sweet girl we know it takes some time before you can get used to something that big.”
You
“So can you both do other stuff first?…to warm me up? Before we go all the way?”
Endeavor
“Is that what you want?”
All Might
“Oh shut up Enji that’s what she needs. Yes we’ll give you prep. Your first session with us can be just prep no cocks inside your pussy just fingers and tongues.”
You gulp getting more turned on at their statement.
“How…how about we do that next weekend?”
Enji grips his pants tightly not expecting you to be so greedy. Not complaining just way too turned on by the anticipation.
Endeavor
“I- I’m. Yes. Is that alright with you Toshinori?”
All Might
“Sweetheart are you sure you’re ready?”
You
“As long as you go gentle I am.”
Endeavor
“I promise I’ll go easy. I can be soft.”
All Might
“Me too.”
Endeavor
“All right then it’s settled. My house. It’ll be much nicer than Toshinoris.”
All Might scoffs
Endeavor
“Oh do tell, do you have a big designer bed and a bathtub the size of a small pool in your house?”
All Might
“No…I have a normal sized bedroom with a normal sized bed..and a normal sized bath and shower..because I don’t think everything has to be perfect..”
You
“No fighting please. Let’s just do Enji’s house first..mainly..because I do want to try that bath. But we can switch places in the future it’ll be fine.”
Endeavor
“Alright, alright. I can compromise. We can switch places in the future just my place first.”
All Might
“I see you do have a soft side when it comes to her.”
Endeavor
“Who wouldn’t?”
Throughout the week you spend it getting to go on your first date with Toshinori as well as another date with Endeavor. You texted All Might throughout the day and continued calling Endeavor every night before you went to sleep. You couldn’t believe what a great time you had with the both of them. You were truly greatful they weren’t making you choose between the two. You’d die before you could choose between them.
Next weekend comes around. You arrive at Enji’s house. Toshinori is already there. You’re surprised to see them already chatting and being friendly. You spot a bottle of wine on the counter. That must be the reason they don’t hate each other right now. That and they could get along if it involved your clothes coming off.
All Might
“Hi sweetheart!”
You sit on the counter top to be at chin level with them instead of your head resting below their pecks. You expected to be more nervous. You probably should given how thick and lengthy their fingers are but you can’t help but just be needy for them instead.
Endeavor lets out a soft sultry “hi baby” before going straight to kissing your lips while gripping your waist. Toshinori grips the counter top before he joins in kissing along your collarbone moving up to the left side of your neck. You couldn’t help but let out soft moans as they both kissed you.
All Might
“You’re making such pretty sounds my god”
Endeavor
“Fuck you sound so pretty”
All Might
“Lets take her to the bedroom”
You
“Yes please”
Enji lifts you up in his arms bringing you to the bedroom. Toshinori quickly follows behind giggling in excitement behind you both. Enji sets you down on the floor by the bed. Toshinori pulls you in for a sloppy kiss. He quickly pushes you against the wall, pushed against you, lifting you up. Placing a knee in between your thighs, unable to control himself for much longer.
Enji can feel his possessiveness growing. Toshinori can hear him huffing and puffing hovering over the both of you.
All Might
“Fine. You want first at something Enji? Then fuck her first. But don’t be misled we’re sharing. She can rest her head on my lap while you have fun with her pretty hole. And don’t worry sweetheart I’ll make sure he doesn’t go too rough with you, I know he can get a little wild.”
Endeavor grins and quickly agrees. Liking the idea of a little thing like you being completly towered over and pleased by two men rather than one. Even if it was with All Might. It’s not like they both haven’t done this before with women. He wasn’t about to admit that though.
Endeavor
“Fine. Only if that’s what she wants. Are you sure you’re ready? Is that what you want sweetheart? Two big older men to take care of you? Make you fell good hm?”
You look up at both of them towering over you with egar eyes and nod
All Might
“Nuh uh sweetheart you’re going to need to use your words. Do you want us to be your daddies tonight? To take turns pleasing you? Stretching your pretty little body out?”
You speak nervously only because you’ve never felt so dominated in your life.
“I- yes. I want both of you to use me.”
Endeavor places his thumb across your lip lifting your head up to look at him directly.
Endeavor
“Tell me you want me to fuck you first baby. Tell daddy.”
You
“I want you to fuck me first Enji.”
Endeavor
“Who to fuck you first? I’m daddy now”
You
“I want you to fuck me first daddy.”
All might chimes in chuckling
“Calm down Enji we’re both Daddy to her now.”
Endeavor hisses
“Shut up. Don’t ruin the moment.”
All Might stands behind you and starts to unzip your skirt. Endeavor quickly grabs his hand pushing it away and growls. “Mine first.”
All Might chuckles at Enji’s need to be first at literally everything and complies taking a step back letting Endeavor take your clothes off. Endeavor continues to remove your clothing slowly kissing up and down your body. All Might stands behind you palming his buldge in his pants at the site of your pretty body getting more and more revealed. Enji’s growls grow louder with each bit of skin that gets revealed. He feels like he’s never seen someone so beautiful before in his entire life. You begin to unbutton his shirt. Enji leaves on his pants as an added layer of protection so he’s not more tempted to go further than agreed upon. Once all of your clothes are all over the floor leaving your tiny body fully exposed infront of the both of them, Toshi groans at the site of your ass infront of him. He can feel his precum increasing. Enji can feel his animalistic desires increasing looking at the front of your exposed body. Looking at how innocently you’re looking up at him right now. Eager to hear you moan his name soon.
All Might sits on the bed in position to have your pretty head use his thighs as a pillow. Enji instructs you to lay on the bed facing him with your head in Toshinori’s lap. You comply and do just that. As soon as you lay your head in Toshi’s thick thighs he starts to stroke your hair to comfort you for what’s about to come.
Enji lifts spreads your legs crawling on top of you placing his face inbetween your thighs.
Endeavor
“Can I start out with my tongue baby?”
You
“Yes daddy.”
Enji traces his rough tongue up and down your folds. Your legs start to shake but Enji keeps them in place. Toshinori places a thumb in your pretty little mouth.
All Might
“Suck on my thumb pretty girl. That’s it. Swirl your tongue around it for me. Mmhmm, just like that.”
He does this to take your mind off of what’s happening down below. He knows any second now Enji is going to stick a finger in. He wants you nice and relaxed so you’re able to take it better.
And Enji does just that. Once he can tell you’ve adjusted to the feeling of his tongue on your clit he sticks a meaty finger at your entrance. He slowly sinks his thick digit knuckles deep in your cunny.
Endeavor
“Sweetheart so tight. Fuck. I can feel you squeezing me.”
After a 5 minutes. You start to moan uncontrollably as he starts to thrust his finger slowly in and out of your sweet hole. The sounds of his growls while he’s lapping up your juices and the sensation of his thick finger inside of you is driving you wild. Toshinori is stroking your face sushing you.
All Might
“Shhh, take it. I know you can, my pretty girl.”
You
“Fuck Enji I think I-“
*slap* Enji pulls out his finger and leaves a gentle slap on your clit before sinking himself back in.
Endeavor
“Ah ah, who am I?”
You
“Sorry daddy. I- you’re gonna make me cum”
Enji chuckles at your words as he continues to lap up your juices. You can feel his hot breath on your cunt. You’re about to finish.
All Might
“That’s a good girl”
Your whole body looses control as you cum on Enji’s meaty finger. He doesn’t stop his tongue from swirling around either as you cum. It only makes him so faster. Toshinori pushes your face against the throbbing hardness in his pants. His face growing more flushed as you cum.
Enji lifts his head up. Kissing from your stomach all the way up to your face.
Endeavor
“Fuck yes baby. That was so good.”
All Might
“My turn now.”
Toshinori pulls your thighs with his hands bringing you to him. Endeavor grabs your arms bringing your upper body in his lap. Toshinori doesn’t waste anytime cleaning up the mess Enji made. Groaning over and over “Tastes so good. Tastes like heaven.” It was almost as if he was getting off to this more than you. After Toshinori cleaned all your juices he sticks one of his meaty fingers inside you before pulling it out. Replacing it with two of his thick fingers. You start to wine softly at the painful stretch. Enji is quick to direct your attention elsewhere, taking down his pants, climbing over sitting on your chest. Being careful to barely use any of his body weight. Looking down at you he strokes your pretty face.
Endeavor
“Gotta stretch your pretty little hole out. You’re doing so good for us.”
All Might
“So good.”
Enji slaps his thick member over your face. His distraction is working. You’re so fixated at his pretty drooling tip you don’t even notice Toshi starting to speed up his pace with his fingers.
Starting to grow hungry for Enji’s cock you start to drool slightly out of the side of your mouth.
Endeavor
“Wanna taste me baby? Want daddy’s dick down your throat? I’ll go slow.”
You
“Yes please I need to taste you so bad, fuck”
All Might chuckles and says
“I see Enji’s lost control again. I still have all my clothes on.”
Enji shoves the first few inches down your throat. Stuffing your pretty mouth. Watching how your pink lips wrap perfectly around his cock, admiring how tears are already forming in your eyes from his girth.
Endeavor
“Shh don’t act like you don’t want to fuck her throat too. Do you want him to fuck your throat after I fill you with my milk baby?”
Stuffed with his cock you nod letting out a “mmhmm”
Endeavor
“See. She wants it maybe you should stop playing cool and take off your clothes too.”
All Might
“…fuck..FUCK.”
With his free hand he takes off his top. Still pushing in and out of your pussy he uses his thumb to start rolling around your clit. Enji starts to go deeper down your throat, thrusting in an out of your mouth slowly, rolling his head back, getting close to release. He can tell by your eyes rolling back Toshi is getting you close too.
Endeavor
“Fuck so pretty, cum with me baby. Cum with me.”
Too filled at both ends to say anything or even give as much as a nod but you’re able to hold out until he cums down your throat. As Enji fills your throat you’re orgasming on Toshi’s fingers. They feel bigger the more you cum. You try to moan but nothing comes out. All it results in as you spilling some of Enji’s cum out of your throat. The sound is sex is filling the room.
Toshinori licks his fingers and Enji gets up from you. As All Might removes the rest of his clothes Enji kisses your cheeks telling you how good you were. He fingers some of the remaining mess on your face into your throat before pushing you down to your knees. Toshinori stands infront of you stroking his cock, letting his precum drip down on your face.
All Might
“Such a pretty mess. Open your mouth for daddy. Good girl.”
Endeavor
“Stick out your tongue honey.”
You so just that.
Endeavor grips the back of your hair and pushes your mouth down on Toshi’s thickness.
All Might
“No gag reflex huh? I like it.”
Endeavor
“She’s better than I thought she’d be. So egar to please her daddies.”
All Might
“Fuck that feels good. Keep making her throat fuck me like this Enji, please, fuck-“
Enji does just that. He bops your head back and fourth on Toshinori until he cums down your throat. Enji gets down on his knees and whispers in your ear “try to swallow all of it this time sweetheart, make us proud.” You try your best to do so but your mouth is so filled a little bit runs down your jaw onto your chest.
Endeavor
“Such a messy little thing.”
All Might
“Fuck, a beautiful mess.”
Endeavor uses the dripped thick cream on your chest and rolls his thumb around your nipple with it. You scream out of pleasure from over stimulation.
All Might
“Enji she’s going to break if you do anything else!”
Endeavor
“Alright alright. I’ll go start the bath.”
All Might takes you in his arms caressing your body as Enji goes to start the bath. He wipes you off with a towel before placing you both in the bath.
Enji went out of his way with the bath. Obviously new fancy soaps and shampoos anticipating you being there more often in this way. Candles lit around the tub. Flowers in a vase on the sink.
Endeavor
“Keigo told me lavander was your favorite bath scent I hope you like it.”
All Might
“Such a romantic.”
Endeavor
“For her yes.”
You move closer to Enji nuzzling up in his arms. He gently starts to caress your body.
You
“It’s perfect Enji thank you.”
Endeavor
“Didn’t go too rough did we?”
All Might
“Right?”
You
“No it was perfect, both of you. It was just a little hard to handle your fingers. I guess I didn’t realize how long it’s been since I was with someone like this before.”
Endeavor
“You did perfect baby. Don’t worry no rush to go all the way. We can keep getting you used to more fingers until you’re ready for..you know.”
All Might
“How did you like having two men please you for a change?”
You
“I liked it a lot more than I expected.”
All Might
“Oh? So you’re willing to do this more often then?”
You
“Isn’t that what you both wanted?”
Endeavor
“Yes, but we would never push you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with sweetheart.
You
“Yes, a lot more often.”
Toshinori chuckles in excitement. He comes closer to you leaving kisses on your back. Enji gently kisses your lips. Swirling his tongue around yours. They both take turns washing your body off then your hair. Then you do the same to the two big guys next.
After your bath Toshi drys you off in a warm towel while Enji gets one of his shirts for you to wear. They both lay you down on the bed giving you kisses and praises. While you take a nap to recover the two of them make some curry rice for you in the kitchen. Getting along surprisingly well. When you wake they spoil you completely until the end of the night. Giving you the best aftercare you’ve had in your entire life.
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You continued seeing both Toshinori and Enji for the past few months. Going on equal amounts of dates each week with the two of them so neither one feels left out. They were both spoiling you like crazy. Both having the time of their lives with you. Neither one of them seem to be as jealous probably because they can tell you truly do hold an equal spot In your heart for the both of them. You’d even been having dates at eachothers houses with all three of you. It seemed like you were the glue that was slowly mending Enji and Toshinori’s relantionship. You had even told your friend Hawks about the relationship but asked him to keep it secret from everyone aside Toshi, Enji, and the two of you. He took it better than you expected. Keigo said he was just happy to see his grumpy friend finally have a girl that makes him happy for once. Keigo had been third wheeling with you and Enji quite a bit as you grew closer but he seemed to enjoy it. It was all going suprisingly well.
You’d been continuing to let the both of them use you together. Letting them have their way with their fingers and tongues on you about three times a week. Last week they both were able to fit three fingers inside your pretty little hole. You finally feel like you’re ready to take their cocks now. Or maybe you’re just being impatient. Either way you know you needed all of them soon before you went mad.
You decided to tell both of them you were ready at the next date you three had. You had all three been spending the whole weekend at Enji’s and Toshi’s house for the past few months. What better time to bring it up than when you’re all together. You had bought a red and blue lace panty and bra set to surprise them for the special occasion. Both of their favorite colors.
The weekend comes. Time for the three of yours weekend of heaven together. You arrive at Toshi’s place wearing an off the shoulder top Enji had gotten you and a skirt Toshi had bought you.
You
“Hi Toshi!” You run into his arms for a hug. Quickly realizing Enji is nowhere to be seen “Where’s Enji?”
All Might
“You look stunning as always. We were missing one of the ingredients for the meal, he ran out to get it. He’ll be back soon sweetie.”
You wait until all three of you are eating to bring up that you’re ready to take it to the next level tonight.
You all begin to eat at around Toshi’s table.
You
“So..um..I was thinking. I’d sort of like to go all the way with both of you tonight.”
Enji nearly chokes on his food
Endeavor
“I- sweetheart are you sure-“
All Might
“You can barely handle 3 fingers…honey you know we are both bigger than that. We promise no rush.”
You
“I can’t wait anymore. I need you both. Tonight. Please.”
The way you’re looking at both of them right now. Practically begging to be railed how can they deny you.
Endeavor
“Alright just tell me if it’s too much. I’ll go slow and not all the way in okay.”
All Might
“Me too love.”
You blush anticipating the rest of the evening.
After you finish eating you head to the bedroom begging both of them to follow behind you.
Enji goes to take tug on your skirt expecting to take your clothes off as usual. Unexpected to them you push both of them down on the bed and undress infront of them.
Climbing onto the bed slowly. Grinding on Enji’s lap tugging at his shirt, putting your hand down Toshi’s pants gripping Toshinori’s hardness in your free hand.
Endeavor
“Fistey thing tonight aren’t we?”
You
“Toshi. Undress.”
All Might
“I can’t argue with that.”
Toshi undresses rapidly. Enji moans louder as you continue to grind on him. After Toshi is undressed you get off the bed and instruct Enji to do the same and he does. You undress infront of them revealing your red and blue lingerie. They both groan at the sight of you. You’ve never been this bold before. They like this side of you but don’t be fooled they’re going to be ones taking charge by the end of the night.
You crawl on the bed taking turns suckling on their balls in your mouth then taking their meat down your throat to get them nice hard and wet for you.
All Might slaps his thigh
“Come here doll, on daddy’s lap.”
You do as he says. Kissing on his neck. Endeavor gets behind you pushing your back forcing your chest to touch Toshinori’s.
Endeavor
“Arch your back for me baby. I need inside you now. You’re such a tease.”
You
“Yes daddy.”
All Might warns
“Go slow Enji.”
Endeavor
“Fuck, shut up. I am.”
Enji slowly inserts his tip into your hole. Groaning at the tightness. You gasping at the stretch. It hurt more than you thought it would but you want this. You need this. You moan “fuck.” “Just hold onto me,” Toshi coos in your ear. “I’ve got you.” You hold onto Toshi’s shoulders digging your nails deeper into his skin. Toshi slowly helps you sink down onto Enji’s length.
Endeavor
“Such a good girl for your daddies aren’t you”
You
“Yes, fuck. So big- Enji- ah”
All Mights reaches his hand down to stroke your clit so you can take Endeavor easier.
Enji grunts as he’s pumping into you, prolonging every electrifying spasm of your cunny. Toshi is sushing you whispering sweet things in your ear calming you down while you take Enji’s thickness. It hurts so good. Toshinori is moaning as he watches your chest bounce up and down as Enji thrusts faster.
He pulls out after 10 minutes not wanting to go too far in fear of hurting you. He was so turned on so much of his precum is spilling out of your cunt.
All Might
“So messy Endeavor.”
Endeavor
“Fuck I’m sorry I couldn’t help it. Are you alright down there sweet girl?”
“Yes, more.” You moan
Endeavor
“Thata girl that’s what I like to hear.”
All Might
“Fuck, I’m gunna ruin you….well gently ruin you.”
Endeavor
“You just need two grown men to treat your body right.”
You
“Yes daddies.”
Enji pulls your back to him. Placing your head in his chest letting Toshinori have a turn. You watch as Toshinori places his big cock at your entrance. Enji pushes your little body down on his girth slowly. Enji whispers sweet things in your ear to calm you down as you get stretched a second time. He strokes your pretty face before moving his hand down to your cunt to trace gentle circles around your clit to ease the pain. You sob from over stimulation they both take turns sushing you cooing “shh sweetie you want to make us pround don’t you. You’re a good girl you take take it a little longer. We know you can”
Enji strokes himself with his other hand still hard. They continue taking turns until you end up cuming all over Enji’s cock. Enji moans loudly with pleasure being prideful knowing his dick was also the first you’ve came on. Toshinori positions himself inbetween your thighs, thigh fucking you so he can cum all over your pelvis and stomach. Enji stands over your face positioning his cock at your pretty mouth. Gripping the back of your head face fucking you until he overfills your pretty throat with his seed.
You’re fucked out of your mind by the time they’re through with you but you regret nothing.
All Might
“Fuck sweetie you did so well.”
Endeavor
“How are you feeling love?”
You
“A little sore but I had fun.”
All Might gets up to grab you some pain meds and water. Enji cuddles you, leaving kisses all over your face, bringing you down from your high.
All Might returns with the pain meds. After a small cuddle session you all three go to shower in Toshi’s small shower together. You take turns washing their bodies. Kissing each of their bodies up and down. Praising them for treating you so well. Endeavor lifts you up in the shower pressing you against the wall while Toshinori washes every part of your body Enji isn’t covering with a wash cloth.
Endeavor
“Baby I love you so much.”
You
“Do you mean it?”
Endeavor
“Yes sweet girl. These last few months have been the best months of my life. I have no intentions of ever giving you up.”
All Might
“Me too sweetheart. I’ve been too nervous to say the big L but now that Enji has broken the ice. I love you too. So much.”
You
“I love you both too.”
Enji chuckles. Blushing like a little schoolboy. They both kiss each side of your neck. Overfilled with love.
You
“You both spoil me too much.”
Endeavor and All Might
“We wouldn’t want it any other way. We’ll spoil you till the day we die.”
You
“I love you.”
Them
“I love you too. So much.”
Thanks for reading!
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DECEPTION MASTERLIST
PAIRING — Sauron x fem!Elf!Reader // Adar x fem!Elf!Reader
SUMMARY — Adar prepares his army to march towards Eregion and you start to have your doubts as the guilt creeps in.
AUTHOR’S NOTE — This chapter is a bit shorter but I hope it's okay since the last one was so long. 😘 It's mostly about the Reader starting to doubt her plans and schemes as she realises she cares about Adar and the Orcs more than she'd like to admit it. The meeting with Galadriel will be in the next part because this one would be too long if I included it here. I also didn't want to rush things and start with this scene in this part. I really can't wait for the Reader and Galadriel to interact in this btw...
WARNINGS — forced/arranged marriage, Reader is NOT a good person – she is proud, greedy, fake and corrupted by Sauron, "love" triangle situationship
WORD COUNT — 4,430
ENGLISH IS MY SECOND LANGUAGE.
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DECEPTION (VII)
“Your mind seems to be absent.”
Your husband’s voice caused you to stir slightly in his arms. You looked up and met his curious gaze. He was right. Your mind had been absent for days now. You had been reliving your reunion with Sauron – over-analysing every interaction and every word. It was bringing you comfort to know that he was back and that you were assured now that you were truly on the right path to help him with his plans and his schemes.
But you were also anxious about some of his sudden coldness and distance. You hoped that completing his task would grant you the full potential of his love and affection again.
“Mine? Or yours? So fixated on the idea of killing Sauron once again?” You asked Adar, trying to make this conversation about him again. You gave him a soft smile and caressed his scarred cheek with your fingertip.
“You know that I must,” Adar brushed a hair strand out of your face as he looked down at you. You were laying on his chest in the morning as the noises of the outside were reaching your ears – the Orcs were preparing to march again with their army.
“I know…” You sighed. Just like Sauron had ordered, you were trying to convince your husband to march towards Eregion. But you also knew that encouraging him too eagerly would be suspicious. “I am scared of the darkness making its comeback…”
“We are the darkness, though,” Adar chuckled at your choice of words.
“I have not made myself clear enough. Sauron is more than simply darkness. He is true evil,” you explained, a little nervously.
“You have no idea how much,” your husband looked away with a sigh and you hid your face from him as well because you were scared of your eyes betraying you.
In many ways, it was exhausting to deceive him constantly. And it was becoming more and more difficult to lie to him as well. The problem was not to come up with fake stories or excuses. No. The problem was that you were starting to feel guilty.
After leaving Ostirith, Adar was the one who gave you home and kept you safe. And in all of that, he was treating you well. Not just decent – he was truly good to you. As much as a man as rotten as him could.
“I do not need to know…” You whispered softly. “I trust your judgement of him. And as your wife, I shall follow you wherever you go. Even if that is a battlefield that you lead me to,” you added and your eyes met once again.
You could see so much pain in his cold ones when you said those words. Long centuries of suffering in loneliness and now, finally, he had a companion by his side. The adoration towards you was visible in those little, intimate moments.
You wished sometimes that his adoration was enough for you. But you were greedy and he was no half-god like Sauron was.
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You walked around the village by Adar’s side and watched the progress of the Orcs putting all of their effort to forge the new weapons and armours before leaving Mordor to march towards Eregion in the upcoming days.
“The preparations are nearly complete, Lord Father,” Glûg informed your husband and then he looked at you as if he was waiting for your permission to keep talking.You nodded at him, softly. “But… we are safe here,” he added. “We have a home. Must we go to war again?” He asked Adar.
You kept walking and glancing at your husband, wondering what he would say to that. You knew he was too fixated on the idea of defeating Sauron completely to give up despite his children’s pleas. But his rotten heart must have been in pain for them – because even yours was starting to feel guilt. Especially when you knew that you were leading them to become Sauron’s slaves. Just like he had intended all those centuries ago.
“You told me Sauron was dead. Let us leave him this way,” Glûg tried to convince your husband and you could see that Adar was thinking intensively about his reply.
“There are some dangers in this world about which it is a father’s burden to know,” Adar answered diplomatically. “And a son’s burden to trust him,” he added and put his hand on Glûg’s arm. “Trust me, my son, when I tell you that we will never truly be safe, until we’ve made certain Sauron is no more.”
You stopped walking just like they did and you looked down as you were playing with the mud by using the tip of your shoe. The very danger they were all so worried about… You were the emissary of it. And they had no idea.
In fact, they respected you. They praised you for being the one who had given them a home. They had forged a small crown for you to wear. They were slowly becoming like your children, too. Well, step-children, surely.
“As you will it, Lord Father,” Glûg nodded his head but he did not sound convinced.
You moved away slightly for Adar to walk past you and continue his walk but you remained by Glûg’s side for a short moment.
“Your Lord Father wants nothing but your safety,” you assured him. “He loves his children more than anything. You have to trust him,” you said. “There are things he cannot say. Like there are things you would not say to your own son either to protect him,” you pointed at his wife holding their baby.
Glûg nodded at you, too. Perhaps he wanted to say something more but his child began to cry, so he hurried to his wife’s side. You, on the other hand, gathered your skirts and followed Adar’s steps.
You reached your hand out to hold his wrist when the scary sound of heavy steps approaching the village reached your ears. You froze while your heart skipped a beat and you turned around as you spotted a huge figure of a hill-troll.
All the Orcs around were staring with their eyes widened and you could not blame them. Hill-trolls were not known to be friends with their kin. And you knew that the troll alone could cause damage around the place, kill some of the Orcs and perhaps even you… if he only wanted to. It would take at least half of this village to defeat him if he decided to attack.
“What is that?” You asked and clinged to Adar’s arm.
“I invited him,” your husband explained to you calmly as he began to approach the entry of the village.
“Without telling me…?” You asked but you let go of his hand. You were too scared to go near that creature. Staying behind with the Orcs seemed like a better idea – and that was saying a lot about how uneasy the hill-troll was making you feel.
The troll was dressed in a net with the skulls of his victims around his waist and he walked inside the village after destroying the wooden entry. Perhaps it was an ugly and obscure construction but it was simply rude to just walk in like that after being invited. He made it clear very quickly that he did not care about any customs.
“Damrod. Hill-troll of the Ered Mithrin,” Adar greeted him in Black Speech. You could finally understand this language after all the lessons your husband had been giving you recently just like you had asked him to.
He walked up to be even closer to his guest but you did the opposite and you took a few steps back, hiding behind one of the Orcs standing nearby. It did not escape your eye that the Orc extended his arm a little as if he was trying to protect his Lady.
“Killer of stone giants,” Adar continued with the praises. “Eater of dragon bones. Welcome,” he stood in front of the hill-troll and for a brief moment you realised that you were scared for him in the simplest and most genuine way.
And yes, of course, if he was killed now, you would be left without protection in front of a troll, although some of the Orcs would surely try to defend you. But other than that, you were also worried because of a different reason – just like every wife would be if her husband stood eye to eye with a hill-troll. You held your breath and squeezed the hilt of your sword even though you still could not fight with it well.
The hill-troll answered by throwing something on the ground. It was a head that rolled towards your husband’s feet. A head of an Orc – one of Adar’s children. You could sense the shift in the atmosphere.
You realised how truly desperate he was to get rid of Sauron but you also sensed amongst the Orcs around you that they trusted him a little less at this very moment. There was betrayal and disappointment at the sight of their brother’s head being rolled as their Lord Father watched. And even though it should make you happy because it would serve Sauron’s plan well in the future… you felt worried instead.
“I gather you received our message,” Adar said as he kept staring at the Orc’s head.
“Where… is… Sauron?” The troll asked and you felt a shiver go down your spine.
You had no idea that your lover had so many enemies. The Elves being against him was something obvious, of course. But to know that even the filthiest and darkest creatures did not like the idea of his comeback was simply concerning.
First of all, it meant that his road to rule the whole Middle-earth would be long and difficult – certainly much more complicated than he had been explaining it to you. Second of all… What if they were all right and it was you who were wrong? If so many creatures of all kinds were scared of your lover becoming their ruler, it could mean that he was more evil and deadly than you knew.
No, you shook that off. It could not be it. They were simply not ready. They were scared of the unknown. Of his greatness, his power and the healing that he would bring. And you would be there, alongside him. You would be his Queen.
You watched Adar welcoming the hill-troll inside the village and instructing others that Damrod would march alongside you to Eregion, which was not taken lightly by anyone. You were trying not to comment because you did not want to argue with your husband in public but you could not wait for the moment when you would be in Sauron’s arms again. Far away from all those filthy creatures – they would become nothing but a distant memory of the sacrifice you had gone through for your lover. Sauron would never require you to be so close to them. They’d be soldiers in his army that you would command from afar.
“I did not want to worry you even further. You seem to be so tense these days,” Adar’s words brought you back to reality as you felt his hands on your shoulders while he stood behind you. “I am sorry for keeping that from you.”
“He is dangerous to your children,” you pointed out.
“Not as much as Sauron,” Adar explained and squeezed your arms. “Be at ease, you are the Dark Lady of Mordor. This is your realm and he is your guest,” Adar reminded you in the Quenya language.
“We are leaving our realm soon and out there we are intruders and invaders,” you answered in the same speech as you turned your head around to look into his eyes. His face was so close that your noses brushed slightly and you felt a shiver go down your spine.
“Let us be,” Adar whispered. “They will never accept us, so let them fear us.”
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You could not sleep on the night before marching out of the village, which had been your home for the past few weeks now. The outside was quiet since everyone was preparing for the next day and resting. You sighed and sat up carefully, trying not to wake Adar up while doing so. You grabbed a shawl laying nearby and you put it on your shoulders before walking out of the house.
You could hear the snoring of the Orcs sleeping inside the houses but the hill-troll was definitely the loudest. You took a deep breath in and walked further to the entry of the village where the horses were. For a moment, you wanted to simply hop on one of them and run away from there as far as you could. To run away from your life, the schemes and even Sauron himself.
But you could not. You had already sacrificed so much for him and his plans. You could not stop now. And, when you looked back at the house where Adar was, you also did not want to run away… Not truly. For some reason, your new life was oddly giving you a sense of power and control. When you first had been told you would marry Adar, you were angry that you would become a property of such a man. But you didn’t feel like a property now. He truly treated you like his equal and his companion. It felt… good. Like nothing you had ever experienced before.
So, instead of mounting a horse and running away, you simply walked out of the village and approached the destroyed trees that had been a beautiful forest once – before your very hand had doomed it to die. You took a small walk under the moonlight, which was barely shining through the dark clouds after Mount Doom’s eruption.
And as you walked and walked, you were slowly gaining more and more courage to keep going with your plans. You just couldn’t understand how your heart was able for some compassion and affection even towards Adar – he was the man who had killed your beloved all those centuries ago. Surely, he had his reasons but he had taken your lover from you. He had cursed your existence into a lonely one; filled with yearning and hiding. You could have been the Queen of Middle-earth already by Sauron’s side if he had not been defeated back then. Humiliated, too.
And yet – if someone asked you if you hated Lord Father of the Orcs… You could not say that you did.
After an hour or two, you went back to the village and spotted your husband walking around nervously. At the sight of you, he furrowed his brows and approached you quickly.
“Where were you?” He asked, worryingly.
“I needed a walk to gather my thoughts before tomorrow,” you explained and faked a gentle smile as you put your hands flat on his chest. “Have you been worried about me abandoning you?” You teased but Adar did not smile at that. His eyes filled with sadness once more and you sighed, raising your hands to cup his face. “If I abandoned you, would you look for me?”
“Right after defeating Sauron,” your husband answered. “Killing him is my biggest priority now.”
“Then it is mine as well,” you smiled once more and caressed his cheeks before walking away to go back inside the house.
Adar’s determination planted a new seed of doubt inside of your heart. What if, in the end of this all, it would be Sauron who would be defeated? Everyone seemed to be against him and the only person he had by his side was himself.
And you, of course.
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You had been marching with Adar’s army before but it had been a short distance from Ostirith to the villages nearby. It was the very first time you were about to travel so far away alongside dangerous warriors who were about to conquer more and more lands. Although the conquest was not your goal – it was complete destruction. That was the way the Orcs were. It did not matter that your plan was to attack Eregion itself – everything on your way simply had to be destroyed.
Your motivation to keep going was the fact that you were getting closer and closer to your lover, but it was not only that. You would lie if you said that you didn’t enjoy being in charge of the army like that. Of course, technically, you were only a spouse to the leader of it. But in reality, the Orcs would do whatever you told them. So far, it was mostly because of the fact Adar trusted you but you knew that the other factors also mattered for his children. You had been the one to give them home and you were still an Elf even though your light was barely there. In a way, you were intimidating them because you were a beautiful creature amongst the filthy monsters.
Some of the Orcs had gathered their courage to ask you for some of your hair. You had found their question adorable in a way. You had no idea that the Elven hair was precious to their kin as well.
You didn’t hesitate while pulling some of the hairs out of your head to hand it out to the Orcs. And it brought you some twisted satisfaction to see them nearly worshipping their extraordinary souvenirs. They treated them like lucky charms of some sort.
You had even less of the free time now but Adar was still trying to teach you how to wield the sword you had been given. With each day you were getting better and better using it. And one day you even slightly defeated him as he fell to the ground and you had the tip of your sword pointed at his face, standing above him with a challenging face. Some of the Orcs were watching you train and now they were looking at each other, surprised.
“And? How do you find me now?” You raised an eyebrow at your husband.
“Terrific,” he smirked. “You are enjoying this, are you not?”
“How do you know?” You chuckled.
“You enjoyed it when I made the human king bow at your feet. I could feel it,” Adar answered and you pursed your lips. He had absolutely no idea.
You took a step back and retreated your sword. Your husband laughed at that softly and stood up as he grabbed his sword, too.
“You did it on purpose. I defeated you because you let me,” you pointed out, bitterly. “I do not enjoy being treated like a child.”
“That was not my intention. I simply wanted to motivate you. Constant failures have been discouraging you lately,” he explained.
“So, you thought that deceiving me with the fake victory would help me? A lie was supposed to raise my self-esteem?” You rolled your eyes.
Oh, how cruel it was to accuse him of deception and lies. But he was a cruel man, therefore he deserved it, didn’t he? Every time you were feeling bad for him, you were trying to remember that he had killed your lover and how he had been treating all the humans on his way.
You tried to remember that if it was a scheme for something he cared about, he would do the same to you. If not worse.
“Why do you see lies and deception everywhere?” Adar asked. “You see them where there is no need and I bet that where they truly reside, you turn a blind eye,” he looked at you intensely and you froze at his words. “I do not mean to offend you. It was a warning based on my observations of how people often are careless with where they put their suspicions and where they put their trust,,” he quickly added and approached you to lift your chin up with his thumb but you refused to look into his eyes. “I did not let you win to make fun of you or because I see you as weak. I wanted to share my victory with you.”
“The victory was an illusion, though,” you mumbled.
“The victory itself perhaps,” Adar nodded, “but not the sweet taste of it, am I right?” He smirked and you finally glanced at him, a little surprised.
“Why are you so willing to share your power with me?” You asked, genuinely wondering about it. “You are granting me such a gift… Why?”
“Because it is a burden to carry it all on my own. You think of it as sharing. As a gift. But it is not. In fact, I am cursing you,” Adar smiled sadly and pinched your cheek.
“If I must be cursed, gods, let me be cursed with power,” you whispered.
“Why do you want it so much?” Your husband asked. “I carry it in order to protect my children. And you?”
“I want to carry it in order to protect myself,” you answered.
But it was not true. Not fully. You also wanted power and influence for less noble and understandable reasons. For your own pride and your own ego. For all the years you had spent growing up in Ostirith; far away from all the beautiful Elven cities. Forever feeling worse, even when you had finally gone to Mithlond or Eregion to study. You simply could not… fit in. There had been something wrong with you from the day you had been born. You had never carried the light of Valinor in the same way as others. It had been this way a long time before you had met Sauron. In fact, you were sure, that was the very reason why Sauron had chosen you out of all the Elven maidens he could have seduced and lured into his bed.
“The sword you are carrying is more than a piece of iron,” Adar helped you to raise it again. “You must allow it to see you through… You must allow it to see your determination and do not be afraid to show it the depth of your darkness. It is not just a sword, it is a dark magic item. It might appear to you as lighter and easier to wield once you forge a bond with it,” he pointed out and you nodded at him. You knew he was right but you were scared of unleashing all of yourself and pouring it into that sword. 
It was too early for your husband to see how truly corrupted you were.
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After leaving Mordor’s lands, you had to continue your march mostly at night because of the sunlight. Most of the time you were with Adar but when he was needed elsewhere, you were ending up surrounded by the Orcs and after each time like that, you realised all of the sudden that you didn’t feel uneasy like this anymore.
Whenever you were asleep with the Orcs nearby and Adar being far away, you weren’t anxious anymore about them attacking you in your sleep. Even when you treated some of them harshly sometimes because of their obscene behaviour, they mostly just looked the other way to avoid your gaze. They didn’t love you but they accepted you. And that had to be enough for now. It surely helped with surviving all of this.
You wondered what Sauron was doing and was he truly thinking of you every day – as much as you were of him? Was he feeling bad for you and the sacrifice you had to be making for him? Was he worried about the Orcs hurting you or Adar finding out the truth?
“We have marched into Elvish lands,” your husband whispered to you as you walked through the forest at night. “Be careful now, look around and inform me if you see anything suspicious.”
You nodded at him and adjusted the sword attached to your hip. You wondered what the Elves would do now if they caught you.
You walked and walked for more time, surrounded by the sounds of the Orcs’ drums and war chants. The hill-troll was walking ahead of you and destroying the trees on the way to clear the path for the army. You were bringing fear and destruction to the lands outside Mordor and some part of you truly enjoyed it but you wished it was Sauron by your side already, on your way to conquer the whole Middle-earth.
“Lord Father!” One of the Orcs ran up to you. He was from a completely different part of the formation but he looked quite scared as he brought the news. “There is an Elven woman and she is shooting us with her bow and arrows!” He announced and his revelation was no surprise to you since the Elvish lands had always been patrolled and the Elves were much more graceful warriors than the Orcs, so they often could slay a few alone despite having less physical strength.
In that moment, you began hearing the screams of pain from far away and the fire burning down the road where the Elven woman had to be slaying the Orcs. You exchanged a meaningful look with your husband.
“I will be right back,” he patted your arm and followed the Orc to help his children.
And, once again, you found yourself worrying even though now he would face an Elf and not a hill-troll. And now he had a whole army with him, ready to defend him and to die for him.
Also, now, if he died, you would just lead the army to Eregion and hand it over to Sauron just like the plan was. So, why were you so concerned? You had a new excuse now – perhaps your deception towards your husband was a product of such mastery that you were deceiving even your own self that you cared about him. 
Yes, that was a good excuse.
But when you finally saw Adar coming back to you with a serious expression on his face, the relief you felt was the most genuine.
“What is it?” You asked him with a smile that showed up on your face on its own at the sight of him being back and unharmed.
“That Elven woman… We have captured her. She is our prisoner now,” Adar said and you furrowed your brows, wondering why he had decided to take such measures instead of simply killing her. “It is Lady Galadriel.”
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AUTHOR’S NOTE 2.0 — Hi, it's me again! 👋🏻 I have already decided I am going to write two alternative versions of the last chapter of this story (do not worry, there will be a few more before that happens) but I am genuinely curious anyway which one of the men you would want the Reader to choose in the end... 🤔 I am asking that now because in the next chapter you might change your mind because of the plot twist... (that probably will not be a plot twist to many readers... but still ...😂).
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gallilovesf1 · 8 months ago
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P1 Into You: Goodnight
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🏁 Character Introductory 🏁
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Pairings (applied to the whole fic): Sergio Pérez x FemHorner!Reader, Toto Wolff x FemHorner!Reader, Lewis Hamilton x FemHorner!Reader
Warnings: Slow burn, mentions of sexual topic, Dom/Sub dynamic, Soft Dom! Sergio, Dom! Toto, angst, cheating, fluff, mentions of death
Author's Note: I haven't seen someone write for Sergio so I'll just do it myself, this will be a long fic so bare with me! Enjoy!🏁🏎️
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You graduated as a mechanical engineer at Harvard University, honestly it's one of your greatest achievements in life. Before your mother passed you promised to her that you’ll be a mechanical engineer just like her and you did, years of studying hard, all those sleepless nights, it eventually pays off.
Of course as expected, your dad's not happy on what you've done, you did what he also wanted, worked as one of the engineers in Red bull, you expect him to compliment you for a little but he didn't, except he pressured you enough to cry every night, blaming yourself that why aren't you good enough for your dad to be proud at you, but the good thing is your brother, Jonathan. One of the drivers in red bull is supporting you, you and him always have the best bonds as siblings. He teaches you some stuff on formula one, telling you the basics, like the teams and its drivers, team principal. Besides that he also supports you as an artist, growing up you always love drawings, you always tell your parents how much you love doing tiny doodles and showing it to them, but as always the only person who cares about you is your mom and your brother.
“Y/N?” Your brother says as you snapped back into reality, “Earth to Y/N?” “What-?” “I said, Dad needs us in the paddock, are you coming?” “Yeah, give me a minute-” you said as you grabbed your phone as you and your brother went to the paddock.
You and your brother arrived in the paddock as your saw checo, your best friend and also one of the drivers of red bull alongside your brother.
You met checo at your brothers first win in sakhir grand prix 2020, Checo’s on podium 1 while your brother is in podium 3, you're so happy for your brother that day, checo and your brother celebrated their victory as a team, later that night the red bull team threw a party and you had a blast, you made some new friends, talk so some new faces, until checo approached you, “Y/n, Right?” He smiled shyly as he looked at you up and down, “Yes, that's right, You're Sergio, right? Congrats by the way, you did so well earlier!” You complimented him as he smiled at you, ‘god he's handsome’ you thought, “Ah- Thank you, that's- really thank you.” Checo's cheeks turned light pink, “Call me checo, everyone calls me that and I think you should too.” He smiled, “Checo” you said as you liked the way his name sounds, “Yeah-” he chuckled.
Since then you and checo got really close, he always treats you, going on a dinner date with him, watching a movie with him, having some fun time together, and lastly going in some art museums around the world whenever the team travels for the race.
He knows that you're a big fan of art, he knows that you always liked drawings as a kid up till now, he thinks that you deserve to be treated like what he's doing, making you feel worth it and not neglected.
“Y/N, Luz solar-” says checo as you heard his little nickname for you, “Checoooo!” You run towards him as you give him a tight hug as if you haven't seen each other in years, “How are you?” You said as you smiled up at him, “I'm doing good, Miel, how about you did you enjoy the city here in Mexico?” He smiled at you, “Yeah! I liked it here already, though I haven't explored the city yet since you know, dad always needed me here” you rolled your eyes as checo chuckled, “Luz solar, I'll tell you what, after the practice we can go and take a look at the city, we can eat and maybe find some museum to go in.” He smiled as I pats your shoulders, “Can I come?” Your brother says as he looks at checo then to you, “ye-” “No.” You said “¿Porque mi amor?” (Why, my love) Checo says as he looks at you confused, You chuckled, “Dummy of course you can go! You two are my supporters, I wouldn't be like this if you guys weren't here for me!” You smiled to both of them as checo and your brother chuckled, “Ah, sí, after the race ok? We'll talk about it later-" Checo winks at you as he leaves, leaving you and your brother.
“I swear he likes you-” your brother teased as he scoffed, “He's literally way much older than me, what do you mean?” You looked at him confused, “C’mon, you and checo have been friends for 4 years now and you think checo doesn't like you? He always treats you like you're his wife!” Your brother said as he chuckled, “He's always like that, I think he's just kind and sweet, he knows everything between me and dad, so maybe he's just making me feel appreciated in a way he can.” You said as you had flashbacks of your moments with checo.
It's true, Checo's been treating you as if you're his wife. Honestly, you find checo attractive and god he's so perfect, his eyes, his face, the way he looks at you whenever he talks and listens when you're talking. You liked him, but you just don't know how you will say it to him, you don't want your friendship with him to go to waste if your relationship with him didn't work out.
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The Free practice was done and you cheered your brother and checo as they got the pole position 1 and 2, Checo is in P1 while your brother is in P2, his highest position so far in this season.
“You did great!” You said as you hugged your brother, “Thank you sis! I'm excited for tomorrow-” your brother replied as he pulls away from the hug, You saw checo walking towards you while smiling, “Checoooo- you did great P1 is your highest so far! I'm proud of you-” you cheered as you hugged checo, “Thank you, Mi amor, Are we still going out though?” “Hell yes!” You said as you looked checo in the eyes, admiring his brown eyes, “Way to go checo!” Your brother said as they hugged each other, “You did well too.” Checo smiled as they both pulled away from each other, “C’mon let's get out of here I'm excited to explore the city!” You said as the three of you went to change clothes.
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The three of you arrived in a restaurant, not far away from the paddock, you entered first as you bumped into a tall man, you felt like you bumped into some hard wall, “I'm so-” you said as you looked up seeing The team principal of Mercedes, Toto Wolff.
“I'm sorry-” you said shyly as you looked up at him, ‘Fuck, he's tall.’ you thought, he leans down at you slightly, “It's ok, don't apologize.” He said, smirking down at you.
“Is that Toto?” Your brother says, asking Checo, “Yeah and that's Y/N talking to toto?” They both looked at each other confused. “Y/N-” checo called your name as you looked behind you seeing your brother and checo walking towards you, “I'm really sorry I didn't see you passing by-” you apologize again as you lowered your head in embarrassment, Toto said nothing as he looked down on you as he nodded and left.
“You ok?” Checo said as he looked at you slightly confused, “Yeah, I just didn't see him that's all-” you said smiling at him, “Toto? You didn't see him?” Your brother chuckled as he teased you, “I Don't know, I don't even know who he is, ok?” You said chuckling. “That's the team principal of Mercedes, one of our rival teams, dad hates that guy.” Your brother replied, “That's him?!” You said shocked, “Yeah, your father and Toto are not the best of friends.” Checo said as he looked at your brother and you, ‘Why would dad hate him, he looks kind though-’ you thought, “Hmm, I see, let's just forget it- we need to celebrate for what happened on the practice earlier!” You said as you smiled at Checo and your brother.
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The three of you sat down as Checo asked the waiter for the menu, the three of you took a while from choosing what to eat, “Since it's your hometown, why don't you tell us what's the best food to order?” You said looking at Checo while smiling, “Yeah!” Your brother agreed as checo grins “Ok- how about we choose this?” He said pointing at ‘Torta’ in the menu, “Torta? What's that?” You asked, “Well it's like a sandwich filled with a lot of vegetables and meat-” he said looking at you then your brother, “Well that's sounds delicious to me-” your brother said smiling as checo looks at you, “What about you Y/N?” “Hmm I want to try it!” You said as Checo smiled at your words.
Few minutes later all of your orders have arrived, checo ordered a torta with a diet coke on the side, your brother ordered the same, while you ordered a torta and a sparkling water, the three of you ate and exchange conversation, you liked the food that Sergio suggest to eat, “So, why did you bumped into Toto earlier?” Your brother asked, making checo nod, “Yeah, it's impossible for you not to see him, that guy is tall!” You chuckled, “Well yeah I didn't kinda see him because I was admiring the outside view of the restaurant, plus I'm really excited so I didn't bother to look In Front of me, the next thing I realized is that I felt like I bumped into a wall-” The three of you chuckled, “That's a weird and funny interaction of you and toto- is that the first time you saw him in person?” Checo asked, “Well…Yeah- given that dad only describes him with words and I only saw him in interviews and pictures, so I wasn't expecting he'll be that intimidating…” ‘and damn hot…’ you thought.
The three of you exchanged conversation as you remember that there's a museum close by the restaurant, “Checo, can we go to the museum across the street, please?” You begged as you gave Checo an irresistible eye, checo chuckled, “I don't know should we go, Johnathan?” Checo asked your brother as they teased you, “Hmm let me think about it checo-” Your brother teases you too, you looked at them unimpressed, “alright, ok, jeez-” your brother says as checo chuckled, checo paid the bill as the three of you head out, checo and your brother searched the museum that you might like, “Y/n, what about this?” says checo showing you a picture of ‘Museo de la Ciudad de Mexico’, “Wow- that looks so beautiful…” you said as checo looks at you saying “Yeah, Beautiful…”
You, Checo, and your brother arrived in the museum, you proceeded inside as Checo and your brother bought some tickets. Inside you saw a lot of beautiful carved stones with a lot of symbols in it, you took a picture to post it later on your Instagram, “Enjoying already, Y/N?” Checo asked seeing you taking a picture, “Yeah- these are beautiful-” You chuckled, as you saw your brother having his alone time at the other part of the museum, you and checo strolled along the museum, checo took some pictures of you, “We should take a picture!” You smiled as Checo seemed to be surprised, “Yeah, ok” you took out your phone as you took a photo of you and Checo, Checo's arms are on your shoulders as he looks at you, while you're looking at the camera smiling. You smiled at Checo, “Should we post that? I mean ya know?” As a mechanic of redbull and Checo a red bull driver, you don't want controversy or issues in the paddock, so whenever you and checo are going out or taking pictures you always ask him permission or he will ask you permission to post the pictures, “Of course- it'll be good for your Instagram eh?” He chuckled, “ok ok- I'll just tag you and Jonathan-”
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After thousands of pictures with Checo and your brother you decide to go home to get ready for qualifying tomorrow, “I'll see you guys tomorrow ok? And I know that both of you will do well tomorrow.” You hugged your brother and checo, “Thanks sis! Love ya!” Your brother said as he opened his hotel room door, waving to Checo and you.
Your brother lives in 4th floor of the hotel, while you and checo lives in 5th floor, he said he wanted to be close to you just Incase you need anything, you find it very thoughtful of him, I mean…he's always like that to you, sometimes you think why you and checo aren't together.
You and Checo entered the elevator, he pushed the number 5 button as you posted the pictures on your Instagram, tagging checo and your brother. Silence filled the elevator, Checo's the one who breaks the silence first, “So, how did it go? Did you enjoy it?” He looks at you with full admiration, your eyes lit up “Yes! I enjoyed it a lot- I wasn't expecting Mexico to be a beautiful place, so thank you Checo.” You smiled at Checo as the elevator door opened. You walks out first then checo, standing In Front of your door as checo took a picture of you, you chuckled, “What's that for?” “Nothing, you just look beautiful.” He smiled, “Hmm..” you opened your door as you turned to face checo, “Thank you for today checo, You're the best.” You said tip toeing and kissing checo on the cheeks, “Goodnight, I'll see you tomorrow.” You saw Checo's face turned red, you went inside your room quickly, closing the door behind you, ‘Fuck, why did I do that-’ you thought as you sat on the floor.
Checo's still standing outside your door, still shocked by what you just did, “Goodnight too…” he mumbled, smiling as he left going to the other door beside your room, opening it as he caressed his face where your lips once were.
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strangemaleswaps · 1 year ago
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Strange Beach Bod Swap
"Tyler, hurry up you lameass!"
I quickly ran through the crowded beach to the shallow water where my fraternity brothers were about to take a group picture. I've always hated them but I really can't leave because it'd ruin my reputation. Once you're pledged to a fraternity, you can’t just easily leave and with the way my brothers are, they’d get revenge if I tried. So I'm stuck with a bunch of assholes. I don't even know why I joined in the first place, I should've known I wouldn't fit in.
"Hurry up and take the pic so we can get on with our lives!" One of the brothers yelled.
"All right, all right."
They set up a tripod, one guy placed a phone on it, we all got into position, but a second before it snapped, the guy on my right shoved me into the water.
"Hey!" Upon seeing the photo, everyone laughed their asses off at me flying through the air.
"Ha! We're keeping this one!"
We went to the beach to have some fun but all I felt was misery. While it's true the frat did encourage me to better myself physically, giving me a diet plan and exercise program in order to look my best, it was all for their reputation, not for me. All I have for myself is a pretty sick bod with abs. It's one of the only things I'm proud of.
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I walked over to my beach towel, intending to relax the rest of the trip when a fat old guy approached me as I sat down.
"I saw that you know."
"Saw what?" I looked up at him but could barely see his face past the enormous belly and man tits.
"The way they treated you. Sounds like a bunch of assholes."
"Yeah well I'm stuck with them so..." I thought he would walk away after that but instead he stood for a minute.
"I may have something that will help you, if you want?”
“Whatever.”
“Then here lay down." He pointed at my towel. I had no idea what he was talking about but I laid down on my towel, only because I was going to do that in the first place. Maybe he'll go away now. I closed my eyes and started to relax. After a minute I decided he was gone...until I felt someone put their hands on mine.
I got up suddenly, ready to throw punches at this pot-bellied weirdo, who was probably about to violate me, when I realized something was off. I...couldn't. It felt like there was a heavy weight on my chest preventing me from getting up. The man was nowhere to be seen so I looked at my chest to see what was weighing me down, my eyes widening at the sight.
There was no weight on it, I AM the weight! My abs were completely gone and had been replaced with a flabby mass. I could see my nipples rolled to the side facing outward, since they were now attached to a saggy pair of man tits. They were kinda big too, and stuck out way further than my old ones ever did. Without hesitation, I went and touched them. It was wild. I didn't expect my nipples to be so sensitive since they were so far out from the rest of my body, but the sensation was like a surge that went straight to my dick...oh shit my dick! I couldn't even see my own swimsuit anymore! This chubby gut is completely blocking me from seeing my own dick! I tried sitting back up, but couldn't.
I ended up rolling over, feeling the gravity force me onto my stomach, only it didn't feel like I was on my stomach. It felt like I was laying on a marshmallow, while still being able to feel the sand on my torso. I groggily got up on all fours and managed to get onto my feet.
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I stood there, still feeling weird. Suddenly, I felt a rush of humiliation and awkwardness. Everyone else looked so thin and full of energy, and I'm just that fat guy on the beach. The kind of guy I was always kinda silently judging. How did this happen though? And where did that old man go? I-oh god. It can’t be?
I rushed to the nearby restroom, feeling my belly and tits flopping around all over, a pretty disgusting sight that felt unsettling. I walked over to the mirror and found my horrors had come true. I AM the fat old guy! I leaned in closer and touched my face all over. I pinched my double chin, wiggling it back and forth. I ran my fingers through my colorless hair and found that most of it was in patches, as the bald spots almost took over completely. I opened my mouth to find all yellowing teeth, with shiny aluminum crowns replacing a few of them. I looked down at my body once again, now being able to see it in the mirror, and played with my tits as I watched them wobble and sag. I did the same with my belly, feeling the jiggle as I shook it up and down.
I can't believe this is actually happening. Is this that guy's way of helping me? Turning me into a different person to escape my fraternity brothers? I may not have liked my life but I did like my body! Suddenly I felt a vibration from my pocket. I reached in to find my own phone...not this old man's. An unknown number was calling me.
"Hello?"
"Hey man!" The voice sounded awfully familiar.
"Who are you?"
"It's me! You! Well, you now! This was my way of helping you!"
Oh god, he not only transformed me, he swapped our bodies entirely! That voice is my voice! He's trying to copy my way of speaking but it sounds all wrong.
"How is this helping me at all? I was a young fit college student. You turned me into a fat old man!"
"You didn't like your fraternity brothers did you? I swapped our bodies so you can escape. Shame that I had to be so ugly though...that hurts."
"Hey, look I'm sorry! But swap me back!"
"Sorry, no can do...at least not right now. I think I can do a much better job at standing up for myself than you ever could. How many more years of college do you have? Two? See you in two years then! Oh, and I'm sure you've noticed already but those nipples are extremely sensitive. I've been pumping them for awhile in order to get a more sensual experience. Maybe you can continue that!" He immediately hung up after he finished his sentence.
I'm sure my frat brothers are still on the beach, but if I try to return to them looking like this, they won't believe it's me! Maybe that guy's right. 2 years doesn't sound so bad actually. I won't have to deal with them anymore and if what he said was true, he could give me a much more assertive reputation for after I graduate!
"I guess that's a deal then." I said, absentmindedly rubbing one of my nipples. God that does feel good though. I headed into the stall and starting jerking. I couldn't see my dick and it was a little hard to reach anyway, but rubbing just one nipple was enough to give me all the pleasure I needed to reach max stiffness. The nipples were so sensitive that I actually stopped jerking entirely to rub both of them with my hands, feeling my man tits jiggle with every rub. I didn't stop getting hard even for a second and was able to cum without my hand even touching my dick! I was never able to reach a nipple orgasm with my old body! I could get used to this...
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┃ pairings ➣ 〔 ❛ charles leclerc x singer!reader❜ 〕
┃ summary ➣ 〔 ❛ a former couple reunites years after they split up, and growth as well as development was the only thing they have similarities now. ❜ 〕
┃ face claim ➣ 〔 ❛ Beabadobee ❜ 〕
┃ warnings ➣ 〔 ❛ swearing, cheating ❜ 〕
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I'm doing good, I'm on some new shit, been saying "yes" instead of "no"
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I give you my first ever full length album (Your Nickname)topia! i give my warmest gratitude to all of my supporters both old and new, thank you for staying by my side through the rocky roads.
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nayeonny‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ she slays every. fucking. time. and she knows it
cl16supremacy ‎ ‎ ‎ did Charles just liked her post?? I'm here for it!
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And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow, and it's alright now
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❝ here goes fucking nothing ❞ (Y/n) sighed as she opened the door entering a secluded cafe in the downtown of Monte Carlo in Monaco, she didn't even know why she agreed to meet up with her ex after 2 years of splitting up or maybe she couldn't handle and grew tired Charles' perseverance to talk about their relationship and opting to stay friends with her after the things that happened between them
"well hello there my favorite singer, it's nice to see you after awhile" Charles greeted the 23 year old singer, standing up and smiling at her "Fuck off, we all know you love Coldplay, and it's not nice to see you again" (Y/n) said in a sarcastic tone rolling her eyes at the driver, earning a slight laugh from him as they side hugged eachother before sitting on the dimly lighted window section of the small cafe
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But we were something, don't you think so?, roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool and if my wishes came true It would've been you
It's been clearly 2 years after their split, and even thought the two had known each other all their lives and had been recently talking to eachother time to time (Y/n) is still sensing a bit of awkward tension between them which Charles' had sensed and him deciding to break it with a question "so how's life treating you?" The driver asked smiling at her
"Good I guess, touring around the world made me discover some things about myself and it's a free touring accomodations in some way" The girl answered chuckling in the last part earning a nod from the driver clearly listening to her and smiling "you?, Is Ferrari still treating you like shit?" The Ferrari driver couldn't help but chuckle at what the girl had just said but he couldn't deny it, in a slightest bit it was true
"You could say that, this season has been quite shitty" the monacan driver answered a hint of sadness was quite evident from the way he spoke, (Y/n) couldn't help, she has literally no choice, but to cheer him up by leaning in and patting his shoulder saying "It's still not half of the season right?, you can do it" the girl encourage the driver chuckling a bit
"Anyways how's your life in general?" Charles questioned the singer smiling at her softly, he was genuinely curious on what's happening her life after not seeing her for 2 years and a half
"good, I think I've change quite a lot after the split" (Y/n) answered "How about you?" she questioned sipping her tea "Well I can say the same thing to myself" Charles chuckled a questioned suddenly popped on his mind and it was a risky one...
"Can I be honest?, after our relationship ... did the question 'Maybe we should've worked our differences rather than splitting?" Charles sighed deeply after saying that, god he knew this was so random and out of the bag but he wanted to know
(Y/n) just nodded, she didn't know what words to say at that exact moment, she was shocked truly, but it was true her 19 year old self should've fought to make their relationship better but it was too late now, they have their own spouses and different lives and reputations to live up to
And Charles knew that, he knew that from the bottom of his heart, no matter how much he admired her as a person and an ex lover, he couldn't see himself falling in love with her again.
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I have this dream you're doing cool shit, having adventures on your own
August 12, 2023: two years after the break up.
"Give it up for [stage name]" the host introduces (Y/n) to the audience holding the artist's new album the camera pans to (Y/n) as she started singing a new song from her album
It has been a two years after the break up between one of the IT couples of formula 1, (Y/n) (Y/l/n) and Charles Leclerc, they had dated for almost 3 years before ending their relationship, and between those two years alot had changed.
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Charles became one of the most popular and successful formula 1 driver this generation, and is thriving on his own.
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While (Y/n) despite having a hiatus, her career in the music industry is sky rocketing, brand deals, guestings and shows left and right.
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You meet some woman on the internet and take her home
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You know the greatest loves of all time are over now
flashback to the night they fell apart.
"You know what?, I'm so fucking tired of this relationship, if you can't stay your fucking penis in your pants I might just fucking cut it and this relationship at this point." (Y/n) screamed as tears started to fall from her eyes to her cheeks accusingly pointing a finger to Charles, she seen him with her friend again, Alexandra.
"Darling, is it so bad that I hang out with your friend? I mean my friends are your friends too right? Why can't I do the same thing?" Charles tried explaining his side, I mean it's normal to kiss your girlfriend's friend in the neck and basically caress their back
"That's what you call a hang out? You're basically flirting with each other, gosh, I thought I could trust you!" the singer says frustrated, she thought that Charles was different, a Gentleman but she thought wrong, Charles tried hugging her but she pushed him away
"Darling I—" Charles tried to reason more but (Y/n) stopped him for explaining more nonsense.
"You and me, we're done" (Y/n) sighed as she gets her purse from the gray couch and started heading to their shared penthouse's front door
But before she leaves for good from this apartment and their relationship "be fucking ready asshole" the singer spat closing the door loudly, Charles couldn't do anything but just sit on the floor and contemplate, what the fuck did she meant by 'be ready'
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If one thing had been different, would everything be different today?
present times.
A few hours later, the city lights were slowly starts to fade into the darkness of the night and the only thing that illuminates the light was the moon and the loudness of the streets from earlier that can be heard even in the most secluded part of the cafe was long gone now and is replaced by the jazz music player in the speaker of the cafe.
"It was actually nice to see you after what happened between us" Charles sincerely looked at his former girlfriend and potential friend "You don't know how much this conversation meant to me, I know I was an asshole but you giving me a chance to catch up with you was everything I wished for" he continued speaking with sincerity as he thanked the girl, Charles was truly thankful.
"I would say the same, this was a fulfilling way to face our unresolved conflict in our relationship" (Y/n) agreed on what the driver had said as she offered her hand to him
"well it was nice to see you Charles, you were a wonderful experience in my life"
Charles shaked the singer's hand and he hugged her suddenly, he couldn't contain himself, she became his everything in his life even if it was only temporarily and he treasures her for that.
"Thank you" Charles whispered to the singer's ear before he let go of her, as they leave to go on their seperate ways.
As the night concludes for the ex couple, one thing that they have in their mind their love maybe called a folktale, they believed the stories from their parents that they were meant to be and would marry each other and grow old together however destiny had different plans, and since one was too reckless and the other was too calculated.
But would there be a different outcome if they would be someone different from who they are now? would they be together in this lifetime if they were just simple folks?
They might not now the answer to that as we do too but as the words go "if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow and it's alright now."
Growth helps people to become better for themselves and for others, even if (Y/n) and Charles didn't end up together as they believed they would, they had become better and fulfilled things on their own and maybe in the next life when everything is different they may achieve the same things but hand in hand.
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itwasntimethatdidit40 · 2 months ago
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Forget the horror here.
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Pairing: Javier Peña x f!reader
Words count: 1445
Rating: Mature (but there’s only allusions to smut this time)
Warnings/Tags: Javi’s POV for Poison and Wine, Internal conflict, sad thoughts, mention of Javi’s work, sweet Javi, bad at feeling Javi, love bites my friends, sad ending.
A/N: Poison and Wine can be found here, I promised a second part from Javi’s pov and here we are. I hope you’ll like this.
Titles comes from one of the most beautiful gut wrenching song I’ve ever listen, Spanish Sahara by Foals.
Archive tags: @pedrostories ♥️
You are the easiest thing I deal with during the day. A relief, a safe haven to return to.
When I approached you for the first time I did it almost without thinking.
It had been a terrible day, I had lost half of my men in an ambush and that piece of shit had managed to escape again. The drug lord, may the devil take him.
I had entered the bar with an unbearable weight on my shoulders. I should be used to it but I'm afraid I never will. How could I get used to seeing death and destruction all around all day.  
You were at the counter, you were wearing a dress that slid down your hips in an absolutely crazy way, you were breathtaking.
You were laughing, talking to the bartender.
I had nothing to lose, I ordered a tequila and spoke to you.
We chatted for a while, you seemed so spontaneous, confident, funny.
And you were beautiful, you have eyes that could stop time.
I felt almost clumsy in front of you.
Like a young boy.
A really weird feeling for someone like me, I usually just take what I want.
I've paid for sex several times, I'm certainly not a saint.
I'm not even a total asshole, so I tried to treat you with respect.
I'm sure you knew exactly what I was looking for so I didn't look for excuses, it would have seemed to me to offend your intelligence.
You are a smart, proud, free and independent woman. Fierce and incredibly charming. You smell like sugar and taste like heaven.
I figured it all out that night and it hit me hard.  
That's how it started.
I was convinced that it could be a loophole, a distraction.
 I ask you to see me to shake off the images of devastation that I have to face every day.
It's easy not to think of anything else being with you.
A glance is enough for you to understand what I need.
I would never tell you about my job, I can't and in any case it wouldn't be fair.
That's not what I want to do with you.
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to analyze anything.
I just want to let go and forget the rest.
There’s too much pressure on me and I feel liberated with you.
I always try to be cautious and watch my back for my own safety but most of all because I would never want to put you in danger. You have always lived here so you know well what the situation is like in your country. You are certainly not clueless and you have your own problems to take care of, you don't need mine.
I would never forgive myself if something happened to you.
I leave you in the dark about this but I hope you have understood it.
You did, right?
 Sometimes I think you're too much for me, I don't deserve you.
 You are disarming.
 The way you melt under my hands drives me nuts.
The way we have sex is amazing, every time.
 When I’m with you, I feel like I finally find peace.
Your skin is soft and warm, your neck so delicate, your lips turgid and delicious, your breasts beautifully designed to fill my hands, your legs toned and sensual, your sex wet and sweet under my tongue. 
And your eyes.
 Your eyes are so intense, deep, every time I stare at them I feel a fire burning inside.
I noticed how they try to discover me, to understand something more about me, some secret that I try to hide from myself too.
Every damn time I sink into you I feel like I've been pardoned by God or whoever for him.
 I don't know how else to describe it.
 We are in a shabby motel and you radiate beauty around even in a place like this.
 I fucked you right away, without a word, it was one of the usual horrible days and I wanted to leave it completely behind.
I know I'm not an easy man.
My bad temper gives some problems even at work sometimes.
 I wish I could be more serene, have a more stable life, be able to offer something more than sex.
 I wish I could take you to dinner in a nice restaurant, give you flowers, make you feel like I care.
I would like to take your hands and tell you that you are the best thing that has happened to me in years. 
I would like to tell you how much you are helping me. 
I don't even know how I can think of certain things when the situation makes them impossible.
I became a sentimental fool.
 Sometimes I feel like you want to ask for more and every time I hope you don’t.
I can't, you know I can't.
Should I put up with seeing the same look on Connie's face as she watches Steve leave without knowing if he'll return?
Yes, I am a coward when it comes to this, my courage is all absorbed in work, even though I often feel like it's all for nothing.
I run from one side of the city to the other in an attempt to achieve something, to at least partially solve the chaos, the fear, the guerrillas. 
Every small victory pales into insignificance in the face of another death.
This place has a lot of hidden secrets, I can't imagine them all.
If I succeed in eliminating a small part of its evil, I know that there is still so much that it wouldn't take two lives to defeat it completely.
I feel like I will never be able to hold anything in my hands, like I will never get close to the end.
 I only feel some kind of comfort when I'm inside you.
I've been with a lot of women but none has ever made me feel like you do.
I can't tell you that.
I can't risk it all.
I can't let you walk into my life any more than I already have.
What if I let myself be totally vulnerable? What if you lost me? What if I lost you?
I closed my eyes to make you think I was sleeping.
You were watching me, I could feel your eyes on me.
 You looked away so I wouldn’t notice, but I know.
Damn it.
Please don't do that.
It crushes me.
I'm quickly getting attached to you and I feel it's the same for you.
I have to back off.
 I have to be able to leave you out of all the crap that grips me.
From the horror that haunts me.
Your eyes are fixed on a point on the wall, seemingly careless. 
I still feel your warmth, the taste of your skin, the sweetness of your body, your moans of pleasure.
You have a power over me that makes me restless, hungry, eager.
I reach out to stroke your arm and you give me a smile that hurts my soul.
God, you are so beautiful.
 I would like to start all over again.
I would like to grab your waist with my arm and draw you back to me.
I can't get enough. 
Every time I touch you, every time I kiss you, every time I hear your tongue dancing with mine, every time I bite your neck and feel your smile on my skin, every time I smell your fresh and flowery scent, every time I sense you tremble with pleasure, every time I hear you scream my name I hope it never ends.
I get up without saying anything.
It's time for me to leave.
I take my clothes from the chair, while I hate myself.
My fucking stubbornness, my fear of getting close to anyone for fear of hurting them, my obstinacy in living a lonely life.
I hate all this.
I have to live with it but it hurts like fucking hell.
I get dressed feeling like a bastard.
I just wish everything was different, easier, I wish I could have you every day.
I’m the fury in your bed.
One day I'll just be a ghost in the back of your head.
Tagging @aurorawritestoescape and @thundermartini that were both so kind and encouraging and enjoyed the first part of it ♥️
Thank you so much 🥰
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Swifties that don't hold taylor accountable for WHAT. What the hell did she do? That was my entire question. Yall will stan male kpop idols who have fucking said the n word and casually make pedophile jokes but then suddenly care SO much when you see a woman getting successful. "chaeryoung and tswift apologists" mentioned but BigBang Seungri and NCT Taeil apologists mentioned absolutely NO where. Truly astounding.
hi anon!!! the problem in question isn't about her gender or her success but rather about the things she's proud about, and how taylor fans act like she's an angel who's never done anything bad in her entire life. she's a grown woman and should own up to her acts! of course if we nitpick, we'll see that 90% of the artists we love and adore are or have done something problematic in their life; the thing is whether or not they've admitted to being wrong
let's start with taylor's jet crisis that happened some time ago and compare it to how she contributes to the environment. sure, everyone has harmed our planet at least once in their entire life, but the thing about taylor's jets is that instead of confirming that she indeed was in the wrong and would not repeat her actions, she bought the same amount of 'carbon credit' her jets would've needed as if that would help it. she's done it one, two, three times and god knows for how many times she'll keep doing it ! let's not forget about the fact that she, allegedly, sold one of her jets after she got exposed for it AND !!! sued the guy that exposed her ... and not to mention the various controversies she's been in the past, like the whole swastika picture thing, the many many lawsuits and etc etc etc
although like i said, no artist is an angel and we shouldn't put them above our social conscience
and you mentioned "i care so much when a woman is successful". i only picked taylor, hyuna and chaeyoung from the rest because people treat their mistakes like a normal person's. chaeyoung posing with a swastika has NOTHING to do with her success, she's an amazing artist but that's basically one step to a hate crime if you really think about it, and im saying this because i myself have been an once since their debut. the same goes for hyuna!
now the seungri and taeil thing is because obviously no one supports them. they fall under the basic dni criteria!!!! thats the first thing i mention in my dni ! i have also been a bigbang and nct fan for a long time and i was extremely quick to drop them as soon as the news came out. you obviously dont know me personally to assume i dont dislike them !!! stanning an artist and defending their actions is a completely different thing !!!!!! and for the "pedo jokes", i dont make those nor do i find them funny. if ur close to me you know how ill straight up tell someone that it isnt funny or that it's disrespectful
i dont know whats going on with u anon but plz dont assume stuff ab people online u barely even know :p for a moment i found ur ask funny and sent it to some of my friends, but genuinely its so disrespectful youd accuse me of defending 🍇ists ? ? ? just be more mindful next time ... thank u ^_^ oh and taylor probably wont kill herself if she sees a 16 year old gay boy who likes yaoi on tumblr dot com saying he hates her dont worry Anw heres cutie nomin
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hi lovely!! how are you?? so I have a question
1- how should a woman act/behave according to the Bible? is there any part that talks about this? I only see people talking about proverbs 31
2- we know how women should behave in a marriage but what about men?
3- do you have any tips to be more conected with god and with yourself??
thanks for answering this!! I hope you have a god day 💜
hi love!! i’m doing well <3
i tend to focus on these main attributes of femininity and i find they come naturally to me so i try to embrace them instead of trying to force myself into what i feel like i need to be as a woman nowadays, which is brash, outspoken, “strong” in a certain way, etc.
modesty- I dress modestly.
"I also want the women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety…” (1 Timothy 2:9-10)
kindness- I focus on being kind. 
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud." (1 Corinthians 13:4)
"Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." (Ephesians 4:32)
chastity- I try my best to avoid all sexual immorality and lust.
purity is a beautiful trait of femininity. to all girls reading this: you don’t need to lose your virginity. you’re not behind and you don’t need to do anything like that to be cool or experienced. your innocence should be protected, it doesn’t need to be taken away. those tv shows, singers, and movies are lying to you. promiscuity is not cool.
"It is God’s will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control your own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust like the pagans, who do not know God." (1 Thessalonians 4:3-5)
"Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body. Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies." (1 Corinthians 6:18-20)
2. what i've found is that there are creepy disingenuous men in the traditional space on Tumblr. that does not negate how beautiful Christ-centered traditional masculinity & relationships really are <3
"Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her." (Ephesians 5:25)
"Husbands, love your wives and do not be harsh with them." (Colossians 3:19)
"Husbands, in the same way be considerate as you live with your wives, and treat them with respect as the weaker partner and as heirs with you of the gracious gift of life, so that nothing will hinder your prayers." (1 Peter 3:7)
3. here's some things that have helped me feel connected to God:
there’s this really helpful meditation that has helped me a lot in connecting with Jesus: 
youtube
and these old fashioned Christmas songs with beautiful lyrics about Jesus' birth and really calming melodies. it helps me feel closer to Christ than ever.
making art about Jesus, singing about Him, making collages.
praying to Him and asking Him for help in being closer to Him. 
keep asking questions and talking to other people about Christ, because I find that connection and honesty has helped my faith and connection with God so much.
i don’t always feel close to God. but just because i don’t feel close to Him doesn’t mean He’s not there. <3
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DNA| Sec.80 high power-chapter 17
A/N: Baela im srry for giving you such an emotionally stunted little sister! I am very proud of this chapter btw(i barely edited this)
Rhaella ur mommy would be so proud of you!!
This is the story of Lady Rhaella Targaryen the I;the strange one and her role in the Dance Of Dragons. Loved by few and feared by many.
The blood of the dragon runs in Targaryen's veins. Something else runs in Rhaella.
BLACK TARGARYEN OC/READER
PARINGS: Aemond,Cregan,slight Jace,slight Addam,original charecter
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WHAT KIND OF ELDER SISTER WAS SHE? Baela thought she was no longer befitting of the title. Rhaena was in the Vale alone, while Rhaella was…
Baela was no longer privy to Rhaella's doings as of late. Her younger sister had grown quite disconnected from the rest of them.
"Please sit, you'll tire yourself." Jace urged her. He watched in slight distress as his betrothed paced back and forth restlessly.
"My grandmother is fighting alone Jace!" Baela exclaimed. "And here we are just sitting around."
Jacaerys grabbed her hand gently sitting her down. The action made her relax slightly, but her mind was still racing.
"I don't like it either, but without Daemon we are stretched quite thin." He said, brow furrowing.
An uneasy silence settled over them both. They had dragons and yet the queen would not allow them to act. How would a victory ever be gained?
"I hate the way the lords treat me as if I am some coddled princeling," Jace muttered, making Baela chuckle a little.
"You are the crown prince and heir to the throne, you must act carefully." Baela reminded.
Jace hummed in thought. "Perhaps I am not completely stuck here."
Baela raised a brow, worried Jace was about to say something reckless.
"Rhaella mentioned House Frey, they have yet to choose," Jace said.
"She spoke with complete disregard for her grace, and you're here considering it?" Baela said.
It had not escaped her notice that Jace seemed to be particularly in tune regarding Rhaella's opinions. She wondered if she had missed something between them---Rhaella had not always cared for Jace until lately, while the prince thought her sister strange.
Their dynamic was quite odd to witness.
Jace stood, hand still intertwined with Baela's. He couldn't wait around any longer.
"I shall take Vermax and go myself." Jace decided. Baela shook her head.
"Her grace will not like it."
Jace placed a kiss onto her hand. "She will not know until I am long gone."
With that, he leaves Baela alone in her chamber. Jace's words stuck to her. It was not in her nature to sit idly. The least she could do was scout the battle.
So, the lady Baela with her brave spirit dawned her riding attire. She waited for a beat of time to ensure Jace had left and also that she would not be spotted.
There was one person she had not accounted for as she marched towards the dragon pits though.
Still lingering around the caves was Rhaella, stuck in a daze of sorts.
"Sister?" Baela called, bringing her out of it.
"Jace left," Rhaella said softly, her eyes were unblinking. It greatly unnerved Baela to no end.
"Yes, but he should be back soon," Baela responded. Rhaella took in her outfit, face changing into something far more expressive.
"And you're leaving as well?" Baela nodded.
"I am going to Rooks Rest."
Rhaella's eyes widened. "You mustn't!"
Baela scoffed, adjusting her glove.
"It was naught but hours ago you were calling for action," Baela said. "It was you who agreed I should've burnt Criston Cole."
Rhaella's behavior practically changed on a head, in a rather inhumane way. She gripped Baela's arm with a tight further.
"Moondancer cannot withstand Vhagar, do not be foolish," Rhaella said.
"And our grandmother shouldn't bear the burden alone," Baela responded.
Surely Rhaella knew that.
"And father..only the Gods know what he's doing at Harrenhal." Baela continued. She gestured to a dragonkeeper to summon her dragon.
"I doubt the Gods are with him," Rhaella muttered.
"Do not say such things." Baela scolded. Rhaella shrugged.
The chitters of the she-dragon bounced through the cave. Baela smiled warmly at the sight of Moondancer, patting her side.
The dragon nestled into Baela's touch, then turning her gaze to Rhaella expectedly.
Sighing, the girl gave in, petting Moondancers green scales lightly.
"Umbagon qana ,mandia." Rhaella resigned.'Stay sharp, sister' She knew better than to waste her breath any further in convincing Baela to stay.
"You know I shall," Baela assured. Mounting her dragon, she took off from the cave and into the skies.
Moondancer zipped through the skies swiftly. In truth, Baela had given little thought as to a plan. If it was Sunfyre and Aegon she'd be met with, perhaps she could manage an attack. Meleyes could more than handle the pair.
The wind whipped through Baela's short hair that was bound together in a ponytail.
It did not take long for her to arrive to the sight, though she smelled the battle before seeing it. The acrid smell of ash and blood permeated the air, causing Baela's eyes to sting.
There were bodies strewn on the ground, bloody and broken. Baela's stomach turned but tried to hold fast. She gripped the reins of Moondancer tighter, directing her through the mess.
Enemy soldiers shouted in response to her presence, some recognizing her from a fortnight ago when she chased Cole through the valley.
But what Baela saw caused the world around her to become completely mute.'
Princess Rhaenys Targaryen, her beloved grandmother. Falling to the ground utop a limp, likely dead Meleyes.
Down to the ruble, Rhaenys fell. Baela screamed a choked-out cry, a futile attempt indeed.
Over the fallen dragon was Aemond atop Vhagar, looking more than proud of himself.
Him. He who had now taken the last piece of her heart. Aemond had served as a living slight to Baela's entire life.
First, he steals her mother's dragon, robbing Rhaena an attempt to claim her. Then,he slew their sweet cousin, Luke, for he was but a boy.
Somehow, he had managed to steal Rhaella's complete affection and reasoning--Causing a rift between the sisters.
And now, Aemond felt entitled to take the life of her grandmother?
Baela would not have it.
Adjusting herself on Moondacer,Baela dipped lower to the ground.
Rageful, she burned a chunk of the greens army. Moondancer's fire was not especially large.
But fire does not burn the flesh of men any less; Baela blocked out the pained cries of the soldiers. One thing plagued her mind.
Aemond must pay. He must die.
She charged Moondancer towards Vhagar brazenly, causing Aemond to take notice.
Aemond wondered if it was even worth it to slay such a tiny dragon. He certainly had no love for Baela, savage thing she was.
He wouldn't even need to burn her--Vhagar could eat them both in one go. Aemond steered his dragon to Baela, wondering if she really would attack.
At that moment, Baela seemed to snap out of her intentions, hastily turning Moondancer to flee.
Aemond knew he couldn't catch her, the dragon she possessed was far too quick. Still, he cruelly gave chase as best he could.
No real intention of killing her, and Rhaella would never forgive him. Defeating Rhaenys however, was necessary. She would come to understand it.
Aemond had much to celebrate, the title of prince regent was a breath away from him.
Baela's hair was in disarray, cheeks strewn with tears like the sea. She came here to do nothing, to do naught but watch the murder of her grandmother.
She flew back to Dragonstone---The dragonkeepers guided Moondancer back to the caves.
Baela stumbled out of the pits, halting momentarily to wipe her face. Rhaella would break at the news, and the eldest must stay strong.
She must stay strong.
Upon her return, she saw the members of the council, Queen Rhaenyra in talks with them. Rhaella looked distracted, her brows were furrowed in torment.
Baela nearly did not have the heart to add to it.
"I am told you went to Rooks Rest, without my permission no less." Queen Rhaenyra began, chiding the girl for being so reckless.
When Baela raised her head, Rhaenyra stopped abruptly.
"My grandmother has been slain."
Jace stepped forward slightly, wishing nothing more than to hold Baela.
"By Aegon?" Rhaenyra's voice broke slightly.
"Aemond." Baela could feel her eyes watering once more. She met the gaze of Rhaella--Her younger sister did not cry, nor did her face betray any emotion.
It enraged Baela, how she stood abnormally still.
"This atrocity must be swiftly answered!" Ser Alfred said others agreed.
Baela ignored them, still staring at Rhaella, whose eyes fluttered ever so slightly.
Something of a half whimper left Rhaella's lips--She moved to flee the room, likely to be alone.
"Rhaella, you must-" Jace tried, reaching out to her.
"Fuck off," Rhaella said, a coldness in her voice as she shoved past him.
"Clear the room." Queen Rhaenyra ordered. As the lords filed out, Baela ran to Jace, tears fully making themselves known.
Baela shook in his embrace as he held her tighter. In the midst of sorrow, she silently apologized to her grandmother. She tried to be brave, like her mother when she was consumed by Vhagar's flames or like Rhaenys herself in her final moments.
"Baela, come with me." Queen Rhaenyra says softly.
"But mother-" Jace tries. Baela clearly needed him, now more than ever.
"It's alright, Jace," Baela said, leaving him for Rhaenyra.
Baela and Rhaenyra entered the queen's quarters. They sat down together, Baela's sobs had been dimmed to sniffles.
"Where do you think Rhaella went?" Rhaenyra spoke first, she placed a gentle hand on Baela's leg.
"Who could know?" Baela said."She's like father in that way, fleeing when things become too much."
Rhaenyra nodded. She knew of Daemon's views regarding Rhaella. He would complain that she is silently flippant, opposing him at every turn.
However, in the same breath, he'd admit that her mind had to be some sort of weapon.
"Your grandmother was the fiercest among us, in her love and opinions," Rhaenyra said.
Baela smiled bitterly. "My mother used to tell me stories of how she used to scold her and my uncle, but could never in truth stay angry."
"Ah." Rhaenyra smiled at the incoming memories, back when things were much more simple. "I recall her being cross when Daemon fought for your mother's hand."
"They always have been at odds, but alas they were cousins," Baela said.
"I think.." Rhaenyra began, turning to Baela. "I fear there is something wrong with Rhaella."
Baela sighed,at least she was not the only one to notice.
"Sometimes, I hear to speaking to herself in her chamber," Baela admitted.
Rhaenyra's face contorted in confusion.
"She does not sleep, though she tries."
"Perhaps I should have sent her to Pentos, or away with Rhaena," Rhaenyra said.
Baela chuckled. "She'd sooner flee to the Red Keep." As the words left her mouth, she thought of Aemond--The jest instantly became unfunny.
"Well." Rhaenyra huffed. "Let us hope, for our sake, she finds what she is looking for."
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RHAELLA SCREAMED UNTIL HER THROAT WAS RAW.
Still, though, she could not summon a single tear. Her exhaustion ate away at her but still could not find sleep.
She sat in The Cannibal's still empty cave, clutching the dragon hairpin her grandmother had gifted her.
She was gone. Rhaella felt a numbness overtake her body.
There might have been a slight sense of guilt when she thought of Aemond. However, it was nothing but apathy.
He was enjoying himself right now,Rhaella was sure. Reveling in the death of her grandmother. Aemond was likely with that bed whore Astris had mentioned.
Surely he was fond of her. Aemond still had plenty of people to care for around him, while Rhaella's numbers were dwindling.
The thought alone--Of Aemond happy by himself filled her with an unholy rage.
Placing the pin back in her hair, Rhaella decided to take an act she never thought was possible to do.
Rhaella went to her knees. Praying.
She had never prayed,or offered thanks to the Gods--Why should she?
But now, she was desperate.
Rhaella didn't even know to whom she was supposed to pray.
Perhaps…. the presence who had made himself known to her? He had plagued her with dreams and whispers. Somehow, this felt natural.
"Please." Rhaella began. She was not entirely sure what she was asking for.
Death? Mercy? A chance to prove herself?
Why not all?
"Take my soul if it so pleases you, but make me strong in return."
Rhaella clasped her hands tighter together, her scarred palms rubbed together.
"Make me powerful, grant me divine violence, and make thick my blood."
Rhaella decided she had voiced all her desires properly, she waited.
For what, she was not so sure. A sign? Or perhaps the God in question will take pity and strike her down.
What a silly girl she was.
As she raised her head, the unmistakable roars of a dragon made the cave rumble.
Her Aegarax. The Cannibal dragon.
Rhaella ran, faster than anything she ever had before. Her cloak flung behind her as she stumbled to see him.
The Cannibal landed onto the sand,staring at her. Rhaella's panted breaths slowed as all she could do was return the act.
Could this be?
As if it was a response of some kind,The Cannibal bent his neck for her.
This wild dragon, whom had killed and eaten scores of men crouched for her.
"Gods be good." Rhaella said in disbelief. She approached slowly with some semblance of confidence present.
"Aegarax?" Rhaella said, slowly reaching a hand to his nose. He leaned forward, into her touch.
"Lykiri," Rhaella spoke for good measure.
She hoisted herself on top of him, holding onto his horns. The feeling of his warmed scales underneath her was incomparable. Like a true bond.
Aegarax raised up again, stretching his wings. Rhaella briefly wondered if he would throw her off.
The Cannibal spread his wings further, beginning to walk forward.
Then he flew--Up into the skies he went, and Rhaella could do little but hold on for dear life.
Her cloak whipped behind her as well did her hair in the wind. For a time, she dared not move, seizing in place.
She was on a dragon. No, she was riding her dragon.
Sitting up slightly, Rhaella readjusted her grip onto the spikes on his back.
She looked up to the skies, passing through clouds. The air felt slightly cooler at this height.
A fit of shocked laughter left her. Rhaella tried to recall the books she had read as a child, how she watched other riders fly with their dragons.
But they had saddles, and she had nothing. Rhaella moved along with Aegarax's rhythm. The Cannibal was a little rash in his flight as he sped through the air.
At one time, Rhaella used to think that she would prefer a much slower dragon.
Clearly, her mind was changed in an instant. It occurred to her that she was hardly controlling him in any particular direction, but she hardly cared.
Aegarax could fly her well into the east for all she cared. Rhaella closed her eyes, savoring the feeling of her bond.
It was not until she reopened her eyes did Rhaella realized she was nearing Kings Landing.
Cursing, she gripped onto the cannibal's horns for control.
"Daor kesīr!" Rhaella urged 'Not here!'
After a few attempts, Aegarax detoured the path to Kings Landing, instead hovering over the woods nearby.
They very well could've been spotted, shot down even.
"Tegun kesīr" Rhaella directed, nearly sternly.'Land here.'
Through the short exchange, Rhaella found that Aegarax responded better to sharp and direct commands.
The Cannibal settled to the ground,Rhaella reluctantly jumped down from him.
Her legs wobbled, adjusting to the gravity.
Why did he bring her here, of all places? Aegarax's head plopped to the ground as if he had done his part in full.
Petting his side absentmindedly, Rhaella thought about what to do next.
If they were now bonded, perhaps he was in tune to her desires.
That brothel whore, the one who keeps Aemond company.
Rhaella raised the hood of her cloak over her head, concealing her silver locks.
Keeping her head down, she walked to the inner cities of Kings Landing. The place was just as packed as it was last time she ventured here.
Smelled twice as awful too.
Walking through the streets of Flea Bottom, Rhaella listened in for any information.
People here were starving and angry. They knew not who was leading them as Aegon seemed to disappear.
Rhaella hoped he was dead.
In the sea of people,one girl caught her eye.
It was Elinda, maid to the Queen Rhaenyra. But what was she doing here?
Rhaella hurried to catch up with her and once she was within reach she grabbed her.
"Elinda." Rhaella hissed.
"My lady?" She said once she realized who held her arm. "Why are you here?"
"Why are you here?" Rhaella asked.
Elinda looked around cautiously. "I was sent here by the queen,she has a plan."
Plan? Rhaella was sure Mysaria was involved.
Elinda took in Rhaella's silence. "Come with me."
The maid directed Rhaella to one of the houses. Inside was a plump looking girl, sitting with Astris.
At the sight of Rhaella, Astris jumped from her seat.
"My lady?"
Rhaella breathed out in relief. "So you're ok."
Astris held Rhaella's hands, taking her in.
"How did you come here?" Astris asked. "By boat?"
Rhaella shook her head,taking a seat.
"My dragon." The sentence felt foreign on her tounge,but she supposed it would take some getting used to.
"What!" Astris exclaimed. "You finally claimed him?"
Rhaella's lips twitched onto a smile.
"I did."
"I am glad of it but you must return," Elinda said. Rhaella removed her hood and sat down. Noticing Rhaella's loose hair, Astris's fingers began to braid it, almost instinctively.
"I think i would rather hear about this plan." Rhaella said.
"The queen shall send food to the city," the girl blurted out. When Rhaella's attention turned to her, she blushed profusely.
"Do say it louder, Diana, so the whole city might hear you," Astris muttered sarcastically.
So the queen had considered using the people's hunger, originally Rhaella's own suggestion.
"The queen and lady Mysaria have seen to it themselves," Elinda added.
Rhaella adjusted her head slightly as Astris continued to braid.
"And when is this to happen?" Rhaella asked.
"On the morrow," Diana replied.
Come daylight, fleeing the city would be harder. Whatever she indened to do must be done this very night.
"Aegon is abed with injuries,I hear." Astris said,hands falling from Rhaella's hair.
"I hope he dies." Diana said.
Rhaella smirked. At least her grandmother hadn't gone without doing damange.
"The council has crowned Aemond prince regent," Elinda said.
"I'm sure he is positively gloating about that." Rhaella said.
It was almost funny--They both achieved something they've been longing for since childhood.
Aemond wished to be above his brother, seated on the throne.
Rhaella wished for a power,a dragon.
"He has already ordered the city gates shut, there is hardly food here," Astris says.
If Aemond got so much as an inkling that there was a plot,all the small folk would suffer for it.
"Aemond needs to be subdued in some way, at least for a time." Rhaella suggested.
Astris stood up, walking to a table laid with all sorts of books and plants. "Are you offering yourself up, my lady?"
"If you offer something I can use on him, then perhaps," Rhaella said.
Astris hummed, grabbed a book, and disappeared to the back.
"There is more." Elinda said. "The Queen has ordered me to collect any possible bastards with Targaryen blood."
"To what end?" Rhaella fiddled with her braid.
"From what I understand, there could be potential dragon riders among them."
Bastards on dragons? What a wretched idea. All her life she spent dragonless till now,and some scrappy commoner would mount one so easily?
It was nothing short of an insult. She decided to leave it to her grace,and wanted no parts of it.
Soon, Astris returned a vial of some sort in hand. Placing it on the table, she looked to Rhaella expectantly.
"What is it?" Diana asks. Rhaella picked it up; it was filled with a clear liquid, looking still like water.
"If she pours enough of it into his wine, he'll eventually enter a deep sleep," Astris says.
Meaning,Rhaella must find a way to get close--Perhaps in his chamber.
"It is dangoures!" Diana exclaimed. "She'll surely die."
"Perhaps." Rhaella mused. She had no intention of dying this night,not after the great feat she accomplished.
"Her grace would not have you put yourself in harms way." Elinda said. Rhaella ignored her, shoving the vile in her cloak.
"Astris?" Elinda tried. "The queen did not order for this."
The Pentoshi girl smiled flippantly, eyes fixed onto Rhaella. "I only serve my lady."
Elinda watched the two in half horror. Mysaria was right, Astris and Rhaella were quite the frightening match.
"I shall return, later into the night," Rhaella announced, raising up the hood of her cloak.
She slipped her dagger under the band of her stocking. "If morning comes and I still have not returned, I've been slain."
In truth,Rhaella sincerly douted that Aemond would hurt her. As it stood,she had much and more a reason to harm him.
"My lady?" Astris said,catching Rhaella's attention. "How would you like to proceed?"
Rhaella thought for a moment. She required more information before throwing herself into certain death.
"That brothel harlot," Rhaella stated, her violet eyes darkened. "I want to see her."
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beril66 · 10 months ago
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So I am reading banger character analysis of various necron characters from people like Ghost and Magistralucis so I wanted to put my two sents in about two things; the absolute HYPOCRISY of Orikan the Diviner and necrons as a whole;
Those who have read I&D no doubt remember the incredible Opera scene. It was probably the most profound part of the entire book; more than their hilarious feud , their team up aganist Orks and subsequent betrayals , their clashes of importance of culture and history and complete disregard of it even if its your own (put a pin on that we'll come back to this) , the heartwrenching flashes of memories or even the final kaiju battles at the end. These two old coots finally FINALLY have to breath methaphorically and just...talk.
Well mostly Orikan talks. Conveniently 'just' remembering it was Trazyn who dragged him into the biofurnaces (even if you think for a MOMENT it's while possible HIGHLY improbable.) So he engages Trazyn in the way it would impact him the most. Through cultural analysis. Both @ghostinthegallery and @magistralucis did analysis on these scenes better than I ever could and I want to a particular parts of Orikan's speech because even as I know practically nothing about 40k or necrons (I&D is my first 40k book) it always made me laugh out loud at the absolute GALL of it.
"Children of Important people, judging by their clothing, though Orikan had no interest in this world or its Byzantine ideas of hierarchy' and
"but we call each other low and bumbling because we are highly civilized"
I legit laughed myself silly here before the gut punch of their interaction continued because... the ridiculous amount of lack of self awareness and hypocrisy just absolutely stunned me.
This is the SAME species who before the biotransference killed each other for basically for sport.
The same species who calls those who are in the lower class as 'it' and has literal philosophical works that brings their SAPIENCE AND SENTIENCE into question (Aristotle would be PROUD)
The same species where a crown prince can get away with shooting 50 commoner soldier in the head as a 'LESSON IN RULING' .
Same species STILL in some cases look down on Imotekh the fucking Stormlord just because he is apparently a 'sandborne'.
Same species who turned their entire lives and culture into a death cult.
The same species who seem to ironically instead of uniting and searching for a cure of their condition just continue to paint galaxy in red with their own and other species blood.
The same race after Old Ones rejected them decided to not just fought aganist them but TRIED TO DESTROY EVERY OTHER PEOPLE THEY COME ACROSS until Old Ones kicked their asses enough.
Tangent here; I mostly agree Old Ones refusing to at least cure them of their cancers is a massive dick move but a counter argument can be made; if you saw a species like necrontyr spread in the galaxy conquering everything they see (and lets be honest here.. if they had vassal species they most likely treat them worse than any Sand born) and the only thing keeping them in check is their sickness , internal political bullshit and equevalant species...would you help them?
And after ALL OF THAT you just...turn each on other and start to REALLY go at it to the point you get the attention of hungry melicious star parasites.
After completely ignoring the increasingly desperate warnings of your almost always correct court astromancer and paint him as insane and a charlatan;
THEN these things, using higher echelon's desperation for eternal life fool you into turning your entire race into soulless terminators because suprise!! During your transformation of course the 'gods' duped you and not only they stuck you into sub-optimal metal coffins , not only (some lore bits implies nobility %100 aware and content) %95 precent of your population is lobotomized , not only you are made to forget %98 of your entire culture even forget where your homeworld is , not only you sacrificed every single class of your young children and will NEVER have future generations EVER, but the cherry on top of this shit cake is your souls are gobbled by said star parasites and also ALL of you, SK included turned into their slaves.
So you and your new masters start a 5 million years worth of war so horrific you give chaos such a power boost , killed about %80 of the galaxy , forced psykic frogs into tearing the first anus in reality and drove the possibly only species keeping the Chaos Gods in check into (possible) extinction. You fucked the afterlife for everyone else until the heat death of the universe in Milky Way.
After that little debacle you turn on your gods , fought them, shatter them (and 'kill' one that in some shape harmed the reality) then after seeing the absolute devestation your gods and kind inflicted go to 60 millions of years of sleep which lets be honest helped more than hurt as mental problems were cropping up BEFORE the end of the war (TDK)
Now you are waking up and did you learn ANYTHING from all of the 5 million worth of life experience?
They learned jackshit thats what happened. Every single sapient necron even the likes of Trazyn, even Zhandrekh are still making the SAME mistakes and inflicts same cruelties they kind always had done.
Trazyn is at the end of the day is a thief and a kidnapper. I&D happened BECAUSE he was so stubborn to steal that gem he wounded the World Spirit and caused the Deciever shard to gain enough power by sending some Aeldari souls his way before Slaanesh can take them. My guy killed an ENTIRE WORLD for a joke.
We all know the reason he is so obsessed with his work is to keep himself sane and have a purpose but just imagine the GOOD he can do. He library rivals the actual BLACK LIBRARY in universe. He tried to help at Cadia and it was amazing to see but at the end of the day even Trazyn didn't seem to grasp that the galaxy is dying in front of him and he can CHANGE that. Or unwilling. This is the worst attributes of the necrons; not caring when they actually really SHOULD.
Zhandrekh is as much as the setting allows is a good man. He could be considered kind even in Flesh Times. He is an honourable man. He is also a terrifyingly competent warlord serving Imotekh whose damage seems to be his insaitable desire to conquer and CONTROL (as much as we know GW for what? 8 years didn't characterized him other than "really clever , great general , obsession with proving his worth and control by dueling with strong opponents"). I think people forget about that about him. He didn't lost a SINGLE campaign aganist Imperium. My senile old sweet man is TERRIFYING.Not much more to say about him honestly he is a good dude in a horrific setting with dementia and married to his bodyguard.
Now lets come to Orikan. Orikan the Diviner is %100 has the right to be a resentful bastard to his own people. He tried so hard to stop the catasthrophy of biotransference. Not only he didn't succeed but they THROW HIM AGANIST HIS WILL into the fires.
What I really like about him however is while he is a venomous , back stabbing little bastard who takes a little too much pleasure of his people' suffering he has these...flashes that shows there is SOMETHING kinder underneath deep deep DEEP down. He didn't want to destroy Serenade. Interestinf thing about him is he only refers to humans as an "it" ONCE. And thats a corpse something even we do. These are very small but it shows Orikan ISN'T just a complete and utter douchbag XD
That being said Orikan abject denial of basically anything positive about anything or anyone necron or not shows how small minded he can be. His destruction of necrontyr artifacts, his dismissal of human anything without giving it a try (like apperantly SK prepared shadow puppet theater for palace kids? How is that a drivel Orikan???) Etc. He simultaneously despises everything necrontyr/necron that ISN'T his or Vishani's provess in their fields yet claims total superiority in everything Necrons do as he insults them. He is the single most hypocritical character bar chaos SM.
Don't get me wrong its a great character work and shows us how flimsy necron identity even is. Because minus general archetypes of their dynasties they have...none. Soulless God Killers isn't an identity. It's the curse of their entire species however metal (pun intended) it is to turn your treacherous gods into cattle. At the end of the day however advanced tech they possess or claims to have high manners (if they are sentient enough) or 'elegance' they are as barren as a civilization can get in all account bar tech.
And the fact that they can call themselves 'Civilized' making me giggle for the sheer absurdity of it BECAUSE they equate technological advancement as 'Cultured amd civilized'.
Necrons while I LOVE THEM and want them to have a happy ending (I want that for all species honetly everyone is horrible in 40k its okay :D) are the indisputed the WORST people in this shithole of a galaxy.
Imperium in many ways are lightyears ahead of us technologically would we call them civilized? Aeldari despite all their tech and arts were creating blood orgies on bodies of sacrificed children and I didn't met many people who would consider even the today's Crafworld Aeldari civilized.
Necrons are the same as these two. There is beside technology and cultural ticks no difference between them. Orikan calls the class system of Serenade 'Byzantine ideas' while he himself is subjected to the EXACT SAME THING in Mendragora court.
So if we rib on the Imperium and Aeldar...why shouldn't we on necrons?
All the races of the Milky Way are sides of a multi-faced coin (except Tyranids obviously). Bloodthirsty , cruel savages with certain exceptions in characters because they are marginally less shitty than the rest (Trazyn , Zhandrekh , Oltyx , Yenekh , Eldrad , Vulcan , Farsight , Shadowsun , Jaghatai Khan etc.) Who wants the same thing.
Necrons are just the most delusional of them all and its so tragic it loops back around to being funny. All races have fell from grace in Warhammer. The Necrontyr might be the only race started with very little redeeming qualities though. And the have not changed a SINGLE BIT in 65 fucking MILLION YEARS besides Oltyx (who because the Flayer King. A literal flesh tearing and wearing monster) . A single character. This is beyond horrific when you think about it.
Ironically in 40k DAOT humans might have been the most civilized race ever existed. They had peace treaties with ORKS. Interex have not eradicated Mega-arachnids just banished them to a world where they can live and let live. Diasporex just wanted to be left alone. Humanity even Aledari used to have compassion. Necrontyr and necron minus few never had that as a SOCIETY. Not to their own NOT to others. (I am not humans fuck yeah! In the slightest but...history speaks for itself)
And with their souls gone it seems something needs to shake them up so badly to start actual REFLECTION of eho they have been/who they are. Because with the way the are going...their minds will give long before their bodies do.
Sooo...this is my 'analysis' of the hypocrisy of Orikan and Necrons as a whole considering them so above all despite being in the same mudpit wirh other races. Would love to hear your opinions do you agree? Disagree?
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flower1622 · 4 months ago
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Many years in the future:
Aphrodite is looking at herself in the mirror while she puts some makeup on her face. She seems really happy.
Aphrodite: Finally the day has arrived. The day where my two lover birds will marry each other! I can't wait for that. I guess i did a big help for them erasing Percy's memories of Rachel and his feelings for her.
Someone: YOU DID WHAT?!
Aphrodite gets scared and looks at her side to see Poseidon in her bedroom. He glares at Aphrodite, pretty angry.
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Percy was preparing himself for the wedding. He looks at himself in the mirror and starts sweating a little bit.
Percy: You can do this, Percy. You already faced terrible things before. Just think about today like any other day.
Someone: Yes, you did.
Percy turns around in shock to face his father that was behind him. Percy gets confused.
Percy: Daddy?
Poseidon gives Percy a little smile.
Poseidon: Hey, Percy.
Percy: What are you doing here?
Poseidon: I couldn't miss my son's wedding, could i?
Percy smiles and shakes his head. Then, Poseidon gets serious.
Poseidon: Percy, you don't need to be afraid. It's your wedding. You are perfect just the way you are.
Percy gets a little embarrased.
Percy: Thanks, Daddy!
Poseidon puts his hand on Percy's shoulder and looks at Percy's eyes.
Poseidon: You're already a man. The time passed pretty fast.
Percy: Yeah...
Poseidon: Percy, not matter what you decide to do tonight...i'll always be proud of you, okay?
Percy frowns at what he father said.
Percy: What do you mean with that?
Poseidon: Nothing...it's just for you to be careful, alright? Sometimes we really don't know the people that are around us.
Poseidon looks at the sky by the window and sighs.
Poseidon: I gotta go...before Zeus discovers about my visit to you here.
Poseido makes a bottle of water appear on the chair on the corner of the room and turns to Percy.
Poseidon: Try to drink some water...it helps to calm down the nerves.
When Poseidon was about to leave, Percy shouts:
Wait!
Poseidon looks at his son.
Percy: Will you visit me again? It's been years since i don't see you anymore.
Poseidon sighs and gives a sweet smile to Percy.
Poseidon: Someday...take care, son.
Percy: Yeah...
Poseidon disappears in a bright light, leaving Percy alone in the room. Percy sighs and walks towards the chair and takes the bottle.
Percy: Well...i guess he must have known that i was thirsty.
Percy opens the bottle and drinks the water. After he drinks it, he feels a strong headache. He ends up letting the bottle fall and puts his hands on his head. He starts remembering memories of him and Rachel having fun in the past, both comforting each other, their first kiss, their first meet, their dates, they making cookies, spending holidays together and all the stupid moments of Percy treating Rachel bad. Percy can remember Annabeth's smile every time Percy rejected Rachel. Then, what his father said starts making sense to him..." sometimes, we really don't know the people that are around us." Percy keeps thinking about his memories for some time and the door opens. Grover enters.
Grover: Percy, here you are! I was looking everywhere for you. Come on, we need to go.
Grover takes Percy by the arm and takes him away, but the satyr didn't notice the thoughtful and confused expression on his friend's face.
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In Olympus, the gods are watching the wedding. Ares has an amused face and Aphrodite has a nervous face. Zeus was glaring at Aphrodite.
Zeus: So, Aphrodite. Would you like to explain yourself?
Aphrodite: Explain myself? About what?
Zeus: You know exactly what i'm talking about. Poseidon told me everything!
Zeus has an angry expression on his face. Aphrodite's body trembles a little bit and she tries to look away. Zeus shouts impatient.
Zeus: Aphrodite!
Aphrodite: Alright, alright! I erased Percy's memories of Rachel and his feelings about her. I made a deal with Annabeth to convince Ares to be more romantic...and she did. So, i just acted according to the deal.
Ares puts his hand on his mouth to stop him from laughing, but it doesn't work. He ends up laughing a lot and the other gods, that were present at the moment, looked at him.
Zeus: Ares!
Ares: What? This is very funny!
Aphrodite: What is funny?
Ares: You!
Aphrodite: Me? Why?
Ares: You really believe it was Annabeth who i talked to?
Aphrodite: Yes! I presumed it was her since she was the one i asked to help me. She didn't deny anything.
Ares: So naive...
Aphrodite: Hey!
Ares: But, you are! Don't worry. I like you the way you are, beautiful.
Aphrodite: Ow! That's so beautiful!
Zeus shoots a lightning in their direction, getting their attention.
Zeus: Who did you talk to Ares?
Ares: The Oracle.
Aphrodite: RACHEL?!
Ares: Yep!
Aphrodite: So, Annabeth lied to me all this time? Oh, mine! Poor, Rachel! I helped Annabeth to destroy Rachel's relationship with Percy. Rachel was the one who helped me in the end. Now, i feel bad.
Zeus: That's why i don't like to see all of you interacting with those mortals. Look at the chaos created by Aphrodite!
Ares: Hey, don't be too hard on her. She made a mistake, yes. But, at least, she regrets now, right sweetie?
Aphrodite: Yeah, totally. I'm gonna make everything turn back to normal. I'm gonna give Percy's memories and feelings back to him.
Ares only smiles, guessing that the son of Poseidon already has his memories of Rachel and his feelings for her back.
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The priest was asking Annabeth if she accepted to be Percy's wife and she says yes. Percy only had an emotionless face. The priest turns to him and asks if he accepts to be Annabeth's husband. He only turns to Annabeth and also looks at Grover and at his mother without saying anything. He turns to look back at the priest.
Percy: No.
All the people in the wedding get shocked with Percy's answer, especially Annabeth.
Annabeth: What?
Percy turns to his side to look at Annabeth serious.
Percy: What you heard.
Annabeth starts laughing and everybody stares at her.
Annabeth: Oh, Seaweed Brain! You can be so funny!
Percy: I'm talking serious, Annabeth.
Annabeth stops laughing and looks at Percy in shock again.
Annabeth: But, you...you....can't.
Percy frowns.
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medusapelagia · 6 months ago
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Seeds of Dreams, Seeds of Truth 11\11
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Rating: Mature Relationship: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson Tags: Alternate Universe - Medieval, Alternate Universe - Magic, Regent Prince/King Steve Harrington, Knight Eddie Munson, Prison, Sick Steve Harrington, Vomiting, Attempted Murder, Poisoning, Double povs, Panic Attacks, Magic,
And... it's... done! This is the last part of my @steddiesummerexchange fic written for @penny00dreadful! Sorry if it took forever and I hope you enjoyed it! I had SO much fun writing it! :)
Read it here or on AO3 - Now complete!
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11
WC: 815
Epilogue
Steve is standing in front of the Sacred House.
Just a few steps and he will not be the Prince Regent but the King.
The official version is that King Richard died in his sleep after getting a disease that spread in the castle and killed many men. His last words were for his son; he asked for forgiveness and told him that he was proud of the man he had become.
Once more, Steve crosses the threshold, head bowed in submission to the old gods and the new, and a sling around his neck, ready to face the weight of the responsibility of being the new sovereign.
In front of him, there are two people: the old cleric that he had known since he was a child and a tall blond woman with a long black cloak and many crystals at her neck. They both give him their blessing, in the common tongue and in the old tongue, and then they offer him his regalia: the sword and the scepter.
The sword is not the long engraved blade it used to be. After the fight with Vecna only the hilt of the blade remained intact, but the wild iris shines brightly even in the dimmed light of the sacred house and Steve is pretty sure that it has something to do with Robin’s power. 
The cleric hums and then starts to pronounce the oath that Steve must take in front of their gods and their people, but Steve stops him and turns toward his people.
“Those oaths are old and they don’t represent us anymore. From today on we are a new Kingdom, with new rules, and new oaths. And I want to pronounce mine here, where everyone can hear me.” He declares, and Robin smiles proudly while the cleric stares at him aghast. “I solemnly promise and swear to govern all the people of our realm and treat them equally. I solemnly promise and swear to be a fair ruler and that I'll rule with my heart and my soul. I solemnly promise and swear to devote myself to the kingdom's well-being. The things which I have here before promised, I will perform and keep.”
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“Nice words.” Robin says, finding Steve in the throne room. “Do you believe in them?”
“You know I do,” he confirms, without turning. Then he asks “You knew who he was, didn’t you? The monster that was hunting us down was the same hero we used to honor in our books.” Robin nods silently, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“As I told you before, there’s power in names.” She explains, “You needed to find it out by yourself.”
Steve raises an eyebrow but doesn’t comment.
“Are you still sure about the kid?”
The king nods, and his golden crown shines in the clear morning light. “I talked to his mother, and she agreed to send him to study at your home if you’ll let her come too.”
The mage nods. “Will has great potential, but I think that Joyce could become a good healer in no time.”
“What about those who will come?”
“Magic is like a seed that blooms where she wants, and I love picking flowers.” The mage replies with a soft smile. “I’m sorry that you consumed your little seed to follow Vecna in the realm of dreams, but I’m glad you did.”
“You always knew you, didn’t you?”
“I have seen glimpses of you in the flames since you were a kid.” She confesses, “I didn't know who you were or how you were connected to me, but I always felt that you were a missing part of me. When I finally met you I knew. You’ve got my blood in your veins.” She says, brushing some hair away from his face. “I had an older sister once. She had no magic seed in her soul, but she was brave and loyal. She was pregnant when the purge started. I thought I lost her forever, but it seems I didn’t.” Robin kisses Steve’s cheek.
“If you ever need your help, send a robin in the woods with your message, and I’ll come.” Then she smirks. “But with a loyal guard like Eddie I think you are in very good hands.”
The king's personal guard is standing near the door in his polished armor with a hand on the hilt of his sword.
The mage gives Steve another benediction and then she turns into a bird and flies away.
“Did you know that?” Eddie asks, getting closer.
“That I had magic in my blood or that she could transform?”
“Both.”
“No. I didn’t know either. But there is one thing I know. It was a very long day and my personal guard should take care of me. In bed. Now.”
Eddie smiles and lifts his king with no effort, paying attention not to jostle him too much. The golden crown falls to the ground with a metal clang, but neither of them cares about it. All they want now it’s to discover their bodies again, and again and again.
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fatliberation · 1 year ago
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I don't know if I'm looking for advice or solidarity, but I have to express this to someone.
I'm an eating disorder survivor. At my worst I was hospitalized, in 2004. Now, in my 30s I'm fat and happy, except for one thing. I want to be a mother. For me and my wife to be eligible for fertility treatment at the only clinic in the UK treating fat people I have been told to lose 20kg to get my BMI to under 40, or be refused treatment altogether.
This is horrendously triggering. I don't know what to do. Our fatness means we're already barred from adopting or fostering in England, so this clinic is my last option. I don't want to put myself and my wife through the resurgence of my eating issues, but being a parent is all I've ever wanted. This whole system is so fucked up and I hate it. Fat people have been having babies since the dawn of time, if it caused such terrible problems there wouldn't be nearly so many of us, but still they're gatekeeping who can get to be a parent.
I'm sorry. I just figure you'll understand.
Dear anon, my heart bleeds for you. I am wrapping you up in the tightest hug. I wish I could take away the pain you must be feeling being faced with this incredibly unfair decision. Not enough people realize the true extent of what anti-fatness steals from us. Our humanity. The right to a family. The restrictions on BMI and adoption in England are disgustingly inhumane. God forbid fat people raise kids. I'd say this is eugenics but it's beyond genes at this point. Nevertheless, they want our genocide. It's okay to do whatever you need to do to process it or survive it.
I've been sitting on this ask for months in hopes that I could offer you something helpful. Today, I finally came across Big Birthas, an information and support page on pregnancy, labor, and birth for fat people in the UK. They have a facebook group where I hope you might find some answers about fertility treatment, or at the very least, connect with a community of fat people who will understand your unique experience.
I'm so sorry you've been put in this horribly unjust situation. You have every right to grieve. I hope you and your wife have been taking care of yourselves and that you may surround yourselves with support. Please remember to be gentle with yourself and know that whatever decision you make about your own body here is completely justified. You have been in my thoughts for a very long time and I am wishing you all of the best with love. Please don't hesitate to use this blog as a resource, you have thousands of fat liberationists right here in your corner, many of whom would be so proud to call you mom! ❤️
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